♫ Xin ❤
~Xin Xin World~
  


♥☆ Sunday, May 31, 2009 ; 6:55 PM ☆♥
❥{Went to prawn fishing yesterday...but met with scary things on my way home...

Yesterday had a long day...happy and scary things...really very...scary...T_T

Yesterday went prawn fishing with my friend and his friends at east coast park. Had a great time there...it has been a long time since i went to east coast park...and there are a lot of changes here and there...restaurants...more bicycle stations and shops...and it is super nice looking at the big blue sea...

At the prawn fishing pond...lols...my friend and i have not been able to catch any prawns for almost 1 hour plus...lols...maybe the prawns dun like to swim over to our location bah...everyone have caught at least one prawn except us...so we move to another part of the pond and finally caught a big prawn...lols...Quite hard to learn the technique of "prawning" also...cos i only manage to catch like 2 out of dunnoe how many prawns that have run away after eating up the baits...lols... >.<

Actually it is also my first time fishing prawns...and trying to fish so many big live prawns...and those prawns even got blue pinchers de..(i call them claw or something...>.<)...i think those prawns are call "big head prawns" or something bah...and they are also very lively and fierce...with their pinchers swinging around...lols >.<

After that my friend left earlier because he have something on...so i continue to prawn a while to finish up the baits...and after which went to barbeque 2 prawns with my friend's friends to try...ooo...super nice and fresh although did not use any sauce...super nice...

After my friend's friends went off for dinner and some other activities, i went to take bus to bedok interchange to take another bus home...when i reach bedok interchange...there are not many ppl around there...although it was only 8 plus pm...

Then something dangerous happen to me...sobzz...super scary...T_T...but manage to escape somehow and ran off...luckily the bus is also moving off...so i quickly hop onto the bus home...and was very scared to even look out of the window...

Super scary...and dangerous...sobzz...T_T
Xin ♡




♥☆ Friday, May 29, 2009 ; 6:17 PM ☆♥
❥{i pass!! i pass!!! i pass!!! weeeee!!!! woohoo!!!!

Woohoo!!! Today super duper happy!!! weeeeee!!!!!!!!! This is the second happiest thing that have happen to me in my whole life...other than my admission to uni...super happy!!! 

Today, Friday, 29th of May 2009 at 11.45 am i had my tp driving test...and at 12.30 pm...i got my result...and i passed...woooohooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!! =D

Yes! Yes! Yes!!! D-day have been changed to J-day (Joy-Day)!!! And i also don't have to dig out my eyes or break my hands and legs le...oops =X...keke...(i can keep my eyes, hands and legs le...lols)

Today have little points off in the circuit...woohoo!!! And today managed to change my lane properly...yea!!!! =D

Super happy super happy super happy!!! This is the best thing that have happen so far since my entry to uni...super happy...finally got my zoom zoom license!!!! woohoooo!!!!

Oh yea oh yea...lalalalala...super happy!!! Finally got my license le!!!! woohoo!!! oh yea oh yea!! Happy happy!!! hehe =D

Going to celebrate and enjoy myself big-time tomorrow!!! woohoo!! And gonna find my jeans that i have been looking for, walk around, shop around, and eat. Meeting friend for prawn-fishing at east-coast also...keke

Super happy...super duper happy...and also thank you friends and everyone for ur encouragements...and also thank you Mr TP who tested me today...and also the male instructor who taught me yesterday and a female instructor who have taught me before...still can remember what they have taught me and reminded me about...and most importantly...thank you God...thank you so much =D

I finally have zoom zoom license le!!!! YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOOOO!!!!!
Xin ♡




♥☆ ; 1:53 AM ☆♥
❥{Today is my tp...super nervous...


Today is the day...the day...

I will be having my TP test later...super duper nervous...stress...anxious...heart-racing...lols...

Haiz...super headache...super duper headache and stress...cos still not very good in lane changing yet...still very rusty...especially when there are a lot of on-coming cars...very hard to determine whether they wanna let me lane change or not...and also when there are a lot of on-coming cars...i tend to get super nervous...

And my slope...haiz...hopefully i can control my clutch well this time...and not let it roll down the slopes...hopefully everything will go well...and that i will be calm and skillful like what i did in my revisions these few days....

Praying hard...praying super duper hard that everything will be fine...little cars...little points used...

Praying....praying...reminding myself...i can do it...i can do it de...i definitely can do it de...i must do it this time...
Xin ♡




♥☆ Thursday, May 28, 2009 ; 1:09 AM ☆♥
❥{very cool quote that i have done in facebook...

Below is a quiz that i took in facebook..."Which Quotes Belongs To You" quiz, and my result is: forget the past


This indeed is a quote suitable for me...a good quote to remind me...a reminder for me...

After a long 1 year...2 semester of studies, there are happiness...hope...frustration...anger...sadness...and depression...

Learned a lot...had fun...have been blur...confused...and emo... =X, but in the end...experienced a lot of things which i never had..or have already forgotten...

So indeed...whatever happens ~ happens...in order to learn more new things and to have more experiences...i will have:

To forget the unhappy past...so that the happy past can be remembered...

To forget the past...so that the present can be remembered...
Xin ♡




♥☆ Wednesday, May 27, 2009 ; 1:45 AM ☆♥
❥{start driving...a bit rusty though...lols XD

Yesterday started driving...hmmm...quite nervous...cos didn't drive for like 3 long months le...lols...

hmmm...did a lot of revision on my weak area...the slope...and also lane changing...grr...somehow still not very used to lane change yet...especially if there are a lot of on-coming cars...super hard to determine the distance...haiz...

when going back to the circuit...grr...turn the steering wheel too quickly and bam...my back wheel rub against the kerb...gosh...tot could have done better...too stress le la...lols XD

hopefully the next revision will be better...if not i'm gonna bang my head le !!! =X
Xin ♡




♥☆ Tuesday, May 26, 2009 ; 5:02 AM ☆♥
❥{later will start my driving =P

Later after sleeping for 6 hours going for my 1st driving  revision for this week test...

Has been a long time since i really drive...oh well...lols

Should have sleep long ago but dunnoe why still up in this hour watching hana yori dango korean version...oops =X...i think i have officially spoil my body's sleeping clock...it will only "sleep" after 6 am...gosh...haiz...

Hopefully later still remember the "steps" and "ways" to drive...lols...i can do it de...i can do it de...*trying to hypnotize myself*...hehe XD

So off i go to sleep now...got to try to adjust my sleeping timing...have to force myself bah...lols...>.<
Xin ♡




♥☆ Monday, May 25, 2009 ; 2:10 AM ☆♥
❥{Recover on time for another nightmare this week

Finally recovering from my on and off fever after the D-day...

Although mentally and emotionally still...not recovering...haiz...

This week will be another D-day for me...haiz...i can do it de...i must do it...chiong arrrr...!!!!! kyah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (a bit agitated now...lols)

But luckily manage to recover my physical strength to pull those irritating gears...and brakes...oh well...but sore throat still on-going...somehow...eventhough stuff and eat a lot of watermelon these few days le...lols...

These few days will be my revisions before the D-day...hopefully D-day will be changed to J-Day (Joy-Day)...lols

Chiong ar!!!!!!!! Kyah!!!!!!!!!! Jiayou!!!!!!! Can do it de!!!!!!!!!
Xin ♡




♥☆ Friday, May 22, 2009 ; 12:59 AM ☆♥
❥{haiz...wanna go bang head le...

Haiz....

saw my results le...and...although kind of expected what my maths is...but really...cannot take it le...

My biochem...my favourite subject of all...also gone down the drain...really...what is going on with me man...what is going on with me...i tot that what happen this sem will at least not affect anything...but...it seems that it still have its side effects...i really...cannot take it anymore le...my results...

37.8...still haven't gone down...and i think it is slowly rising le...

I really have no idea what happen this sem...i mean...everything...really...i really....have to...be on lonely island...really cannot take it anymore...even my biochem...even my favourite subject...everything...everything....

I really have no idea what to do from now on...i dunnoe if i can still move on...i am really tired le...i am...really...tired...haiz...

My whole body is aching now...but what is aching most is mentally bah...i dunnoe if it is because i am too dumb and slow le...or is it because of...what happen...this sem...

There are too many things to speculate le...but in the end...the results will still be there...i can never change it...

I really have no idea if i can still...be like who i am...or maybe...i am just not...everything is so confusing...maybe i just have to stay in my lonely island...at least...all these might not have happen...at least...i can still strive on...

Tired...really...tired...if there is a machine to turn back time...i will learn to throw everything aside and focus on what is on my hand...my studies...but it seems that...nothing will change now...
Xin ♡




♥☆ Thursday, May 21, 2009 ; 7:59 PM ☆♥
❥{snap...

gosh...oh man....zzz....grrrr....

4 hours before the "D-day"...and i am having fever...37.8...what the...zzzzzzz...this weekend i wanna go see bear bear de leh...haiz...

so frustrated now...is it a sign of...what is going to happen 4 hours later...oh my gosh...ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now having super backache...(*ouch*)...and slight headache now...zzz...hopefully the temperature will drop by tomorrow night...if not...i wanna emo liao...bear bear~~~~
Xin ♡




♥☆ Wednesday, May 20, 2009 ; 7:23 PM ☆♥
❥{>.<

Haiz...

less than 48 hours to go...haiz...oh man...feel as though i am going to suffocate liao...T_T

tried to think on "the bright side"...though can't really see any bright light with all the black clouds covering and hovering above my head...

haiz...after which...i most probably will be sleeping and "burying" myself in my bed for 1 week bah...haiz...next week will be another nightmare for me again...gosh...
Xin ♡




♥☆ Tuesday, May 19, 2009 ; 4:56 PM ☆♥
❥{Haiz...black cloud hanging over my head...haiz...

Haiz...my first sad sad de blog post....

Just woke up from my 8 hours of sleep...haiz...slept at 8 am after chionging 100+ of episodes of bleach anime...cos dunnoe why just can't fall asleep whenever i think of what i will see on 22nd may...the nightmare...in 3 days time...haiz....

Thought today i might be sleeping for like at least 12 hours...but dunnoe why...kind of have some nightmares which i don't really remember...and got shock off my bed...haiz...so dun feel like going back to sleep liao...

Now listening to jay chou songs on my blog...haiz...really those lyrics are what i am feeling now...feng...tui hou...pu gong ying de yue ding...an jing...haiz...emo.....

Dunnoe why...i just know...on 22nd of may...what i might see...but dunnoe why...just couldn't really...haiz...cos after last sem...thought this sem might be better...but somehow...after so many things happening rite before the exam weeks...really...might have drain out a lot of the little number of brain cells of mine...

Maybe...i am just not suitable for this course bah...or maybe i am just too slow for everything...or maybe i should just quit school or change course or something...cos i am too slow le...one sem after one sem...same things happening...always...always...

And this sem is also a very tiring sem...really very tiring...too many things happening at the same time le...tried my best to work them out...but in the end still...bang into wall...haiz...the black clouds over my head will not go away de bah...haiz...i think just leave the black clouds there bah...tired le...

Maybe i should just give up le...xin ah...just give up bah...cannot make it means...cannot le....
Xin ♡




♥☆ Monday, May 18, 2009 ; 10:52 PM ☆♥
❥{Tiring day...exhausting day...sianz day...

Today is a super exhausting day...tiring day....sleepy day...lols >.<

Cos not only is the sky dull and raining...cooling and nice to sleep....and because of the fun trips that i have been to on saturday and sunday...ahahaha...

Oh well...today also very sianz at work bah...haiz...very hard to call through the phones sia...sianz...

And a lot of "...is currently unavailable. Please try again later. Good-bye"...haiz... >.<

Oh well...after that went to library to rest awhile, return books and rest again....ahahaha...before going to meet my friend to eat prata at pioneer mrt station there.

When we reach there...wa seh...super many crowds...we ended up sitting near the roadside there...and with rain dripping on us...but then got one space emptied...so quickly shift place to eat... >.<

Actually the prata there taste so so bah...lols =X...I feel that...well...the prata at the roti prata house at thomson area are much crispier, and the prata at the prata house Cassarina drive near lower pierce reservior there are much bigger and more cheaper bah...and the environment there are much nicer...haiz...prata at cassarina drive...zzz....suddenly thought of something i dunnoe consider as pleasant or unpleasant...zzz...flash back again...(*banging head now*)

Oh well...ahahaha...so going to sleep the whole day tomorrow...so tired...and...my back...my back...ouch ouch >.< (gosh...i sound like old woman like that...=X)
Xin ♡




♥☆ ; 6:09 PM ☆♥
❥{Yesterday Flyer trip!!! XD

Haiz...today doing calling job again...arrrr...so sleepy...so tiring...kyah!!! Now blogging during my break...hehe...

well well...yesterday finally went to the flyer...hohoho...lols...actually went two times to the flyer. yesterday...(yar i know...a bit too enthu liao...ahahaha). Cos wanna see how the sceneries are like in the daytime and night-time...yea lor XD...Went to the flyer with my friends in the morning...and their friend at night to see night view...very nice very nice...ahahaha...

The morning view is very bright and sunny...eh...the photos might not be very nice bah because of the reflection (also got to admit i am also still not very used to handling my new canon camera...still trying to understand how this precious baby of mine work....eh eh >.<). Below are some of the morning views that i have taken on the flyer:



Yup...morning view kinda normal rite...ahahaha...now comes the night version de:




Yup yup...so very big differences eventhough its on the same flyer...didn't know that singapore can be so bright and colourful...ahahahah XD

Hmmm...yup yup...so sleepy...kyah...long time never so out so many times liao...normally after going out for 1 day will sleep the whole day the next day...ahahaha...>.<

Didn't realise i have taken soooo many pictures of the flyers and with the flyers...gosh...until i finished uploading them to facebook while eating my dinner then i realise it was like...188 number of pictures =.="" ...super scary...=.="""...yar...a bit enthu liao...ahahahaha >.<

So yup yup...hehe...now going to return books to the library and meet another friend to try out the prata store at pioneer there near the Ah Lian beehoon store...dunnoe nice or not...hmmm...so try try lor...hehe...oh well...now off from work!!...woohoo...ahahaha...going to go to the library to rest awhile le...byeeee
Xin ♡




♥☆ Sunday, May 17, 2009 ; 2:42 AM ☆♥
❥{Marina Barrage Education Trip...ahahahaha XD


Lols!

Yesterday change of plan last min (instead of going to flyer...went to marina barrage instead...hmm..long story la...ahahaha)




The marina barrage looks like a replicate of NTU de ADM lor...ahahaha...very very similar...when we reach there...the sun was super duper scotching...oh my gosh...my friends and i almost become fried chicken at there liao...=.=""




Ahahaha...some of the scenery i took while on top of the "ADM" marina barrage...ahahaha XD

But then didn't realise the use of marina barriage until we went to the exhibition gallery of marina barrage:



From the pictures can't really see much la...but then hor super cool inside lor...high-tech sia...ahahaha..anyway...we went to see a lot of things about the barrage...(and of cos to enjoy the air-con there since its like killer outside the hot sun...=.="")

Ahahaha...but today quite cool la...eventhough didn't get to the flyer...but well...manage to go to a new place never been before and also really enjoy this trip with my frenz today =D
Xin ♡




♥☆ Friday, May 15, 2009 ; 10:16 PM ☆♥
❥{weee....my first blog...and...looking forward to tomorrow flyer trip =D

Yoyoyo =D

This is my first blog...woohoo!! Finally i have finished making this blog...erm...somehow...still trying to improve some functions here and there...hehe =P

Done up this blog at last with its background...using many many many backgrounds and finally choose this background with space de...and with moving stars...cos i really like space and stars a lot...=D

Also tried super hard and finally manage to embed the chat box and also a player with many of my favourite songs =D...but really almost burst my head...oops =X...reduced many of my brain cells (although i think it is getting lesser le T_T) trying to make this blog cos wanna make a very unique one intially...different from the default de...but haiz...didn't know that it is sooooo complicated to make a blog...have to know all those scary codes like html and css...oh my gosh...T_T...i think this will be my first and only blog bah...ahahaha....super headache to know the codes...eyes already seeing stars le after staring at the codes for almost 3 weeks...lols >.<

Anyway...today is quite a cool day...firstly while working, suddenly got a surprised call! It was from my....poly schoolmate! ahahaha =D Didn't see him for 2 years liao cos firstly we are from different course..he was from aerospace de and i am from food tech de...but we know each other from our elective that we took during our poly...let me recall what is that...oh oh...its Financial Planning (hopefully i didn't get this part wrong...got to say my brain is really not working well le...oops =X). And after that got early off from my work...weee...finally can rest my throat from all the phone calling...=.=""...lols

I was super surprised..and well...we talk a lot about our poly stuff and so on...lols. Hmm...yup yup...maybe we can find a day out to makan~~yup yup...makan...my favourite...lols...(aiyo...xin ar...so fat liao stop eating...but cannot leh...thats my favourite hobby to destress...food!!!!! hahaha XD)

And also...super excited about the flyer trip tomorrow!!! Woohoo!!! My first time to sit on flyer flyer =D Super excited and super happy (finally have something that can wash away my sad sad temporary...=X...oops) Going to take lots and lots of pic of the flyer! (with me me...hahahaha). Going with my friends to sit flyer...super cool!! Hmm...wonder how it feel like to be up so high...hmmm...what will i see leh...superman? (zzz...thinking rubbish again...oops =X)

So this is the end of my first post! hehe...so tomorrow will be a super cool day!! weee!!!!! =D
Xin ♡