♫ Xin ❤
~Xin Xin World~
  


♥☆ Sunday, October 24, 2010 ; 10:10 PM ☆♥
❥{no this no that no no no...

Really hated it...

No this...no that...

Really getting sick of everything...

Remained silent...but just keep pushing me to my limit...

Constant cold water poured on me...killing my motivation...destroying my emotion and pride...

Everytime...

Really...

I just need my own quiet world...where i can just put down the day of stress...

I want my own time...where i can just relax and enjoy the peace...

Always pushing all the problems to me...

Always pushing all the future problems to me...

I want my future...

That i wanted it to be...

Really...

I am really frustrated...

And tired...
Xin ♡




♥☆ Thursday, October 21, 2010 ; 2:21 AM ☆♥
❥{confusing...

I am so confused...

Really confused...

Its not getting anywhere...

Its affecting my concentration...and my studies...

My blog post is getting shorter everytime i update...

Its because...

There are so many things being piled up...yet i dunnoe what i can do to solve them...

I could have vented everything on my post...yet...i dunnoe where to start...

There are so many things...yet i have to keep to myself...nobody to talk to...nobody i can seek advices from...

Its driving me crazy...its really driving me to the point of no return...

Its like heavy stones on me...

Yet i dunnoe what i can do to shake them off...

Really...

Confused...
Xin ♡




♥☆ Wednesday, October 13, 2010 ; 11:33 PM ☆♥
❥{Will everything be solved eventually?

Will everything be solved eventually?

Will everything goes well?

(Post to be updated soon after everything is really really settled once and for all)
Xin ♡




♥☆ Friday, October 8, 2010 ; 11:55 PM ☆♥
❥{unhappy

Unhappy--->Anger--->Disappointment--->Depressed

These are the feelings i have for the whole day...

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=(

=(

I no longer know who to trust or believe...

I am just a empty shell...everything in me...my emotions...not getting better...

Nothing works out...

Nothing...


The candle...which has once been lighted brightly...

The flame has been blown off...

Leaving the candle...unlighted and cold...

In the darkness...alone and depressed...
Xin ♡




♥☆ Saturday, October 2, 2010 ; 6:08 PM ☆♥
❥{First official day in my room~

Finally~

MY ROOM!!!!!!

MY MY MY BED!!!! =)

Yesterday officially moved in after swapping hall from 6 to 4 (with conditions attached by other party =.="")

But...managed to get helps from my friends to move hall yesterday...although got nagged by them somehow...but really its very sweet of them to help me move the person swapping with me de things plus my own things from the previously room i stay in...(long story)

But really extremely sweet...

3 guys at night to help me plus 1 guy in the afternoon to help me...

Thanks Kel...BR...Ian...and L...Thanks everyone for lending me a hand in my most hectic and confused state...without the helps from u guys...i think i will either not able to move the tonnes stuffs the other party have...or either get squashed by the stuffs that the other party have (which i almost got squashed while trying to move her things down from 5 storey =.="")...

Thank you buddies!!!! =)


And then after later at night start to move bits and pieces of my pillows and blah blah over...(though ian offered to help...but then i decided to move them myself...tgt with my tonnes of clothes =X)

And also...spend 3 hours trying to clean up my new room...really oh my tianzzz~...it looks as if a tornado just swept past it...bits and pieces of debris...small papers...rocks...crystals (which i have no idea where is it from...possibly from her plants)...and really furball of hairs and dusts...omg...

The worst thing is...forgot to bring broom and mop over when i moved in (zzz...no wonder i keep wondering what did i left out)...

So ran down to the fourth floor to ask my friend C.H to borrow his broom and mop...and he went to borrow it from his ex roomie cos he dun have...but anywayz...he also lend me a helping hand to clean the disastrous room...thanks you C.H!!!

So after that went on to clean my cupboard and table...full of ants...eeeyek! i think later at night need to put some ants "powder" le...lols..

And later after 3 hours...

Roomie came back...shocked standing outside (tot she was shock to see me)...but actually no...cos she was shocked to see the room clean and shiny (lols!)...i guess cos the other party didn't want to clean the room and went into the room with shoes...so end up both dun wan to clean the room...which lead to the tornado state when i came in...lols

Anyway...chat with this new roomie for a while...getting to know each other...and yar...first time meet still not too bad...hopefully it will maintain and we will last for long long time as roomie peacefully...ahahaha


And now

In my room!!! (of cos with my roomie behind)...

Why am i not home? (which i wanted of cos)...cos promised to help my other friend to move her things into other room...so yar lor...

But then the reason i dun wanna stay during weekend is becos the toilet will be really omg...(which is seriously omg when i went in just now...lols)...


But oh well...i am happy now =) And hope to be happy for long long long time =)


Now eating fries (yum) which i bought from mac...and suddenly feel really sleepy...(should be because of the heat bah...getting fried now...maybe can eat myself later if i am hungry =X)...


So yup yup... =)
Xin ♡