♫ Xin ❤
~Xin Xin World~
  


♥☆ Thursday, January 27, 2011 ; 3:50 AM ☆♥
❥{interesting...first time using touch screen phone

My first blogpost from HTC desire...actually is not my phone ....just trying out the internet functions and it seems to be rather interesting especially being able to use blog and email...but still not very used to the touch screen interface...but I think will slowly get used to it...just that keep pressing the wrong button or random press the wrong number to call...but its still pretty cool...I wonder if a Sony Eric touch screen phone is better or other brands such as HTC or iPhone is better or easier to use...but I think in terms of game wise iphone should be better since it has more variety of games...Android dun seem to have much interesting games and I almost hang this current tryout phone with fruit ninja...but its nice in the sense that it have fm radio and good quality camera...so yup yup...I think I will slowly wait for newer ones to be on promotions...lols >.<
Xin ♡




♥☆ Thursday, January 20, 2011 ; 11:57 AM ☆♥
❥{stoned...

Saw my results on 18th Jan midnight...from then have been in a "floating" stage...

Now working...

Have been working for the past few days...

Going back to hall every monday or tuesday and returning home only on sat night for the whole vacation this month...and have been hibernating and sleeping...

After knowing my results...

All of a sudden the hibernation mode just stopped...

Just feel like stoning...

Its like...i am depressed...i am sad...but i no longer know what expression i should be making...

Its like all of the sudden...i feel numbed...and its like totally given up...can no longer know what i should be expressing...

Because didn't really expect to get not very good grade for my elective. Spent quite a huge effort hoping that at least i can score well for my elective. But in the end its like working really hard but my effort is not paying off at all. Its like really depress...but at the same time numb and dunnoe what to do or what expression i should be making...a crying face? a frustrated face or...? In the usual scenario i would be jumping up and down in frustration or felt really sad and would cry a bit...but suddenly i just stoned...

It has been like this case for days after 18th jan...i can be laughing and smiling...but in my mind and heart...i am actually just floating and stoning...trying to hide myself with my smile...but am i really smiling and happy?

I can be out with my friends...but i am actually just...out...not feeling any mood at all...what is happening to me...

Is this a sign that i have totally given up....no longer have any slight motivation?
Xin ♡




♥☆ Sunday, January 16, 2011 ; 12:55 AM ☆♥
❥{16th Jan...one year "younger"...

Aiyayaya~ just realise i need to complete a proposal for event...deadline is...today...which is also my birthday...so end up...doing proposal...and feeling sleepy at the same time...haizzz~

Supposed to be a group proposal since there are like 3 business managers...but end up 1 m.i.a and another said never done proposal before...so end up doing it alone...haizzz~

Oh well...so roughly followed the template from last year and did some editing and addition to that template...hmmm~ now left with the business packages...

Oh well...haven't even source for sponsers so should leave it behind first...


And yes...today is my birthday! Intially thought nobody knows or remembers it...but just now open facebook and realise there are quite a number of wishes from my facebook friends (guess thats the cool part about facebook...lols)...thanks for the warm wishes!!! =)

And~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!!

One year "younger"!!!!
Xin ♡




♥☆ Friday, January 14, 2011 ; 1:14 AM ☆♥
❥{Supper!!!!!!

Food!!!!!! Yummmmmmmmmm~


Just came back from supper at ah fang and finished bathing moments ago~

Wow...actually its my first time "suppering" since i stayed in hall...well...nobody i know in hall goes for supper...so in the end never went for a supper before~

Went to supper with squirrel and his group of friends and friends' friends...lols...oh squirrel is a friend i know from working who happen to be working at the same area though from different department...lols...

And why he is "squirrel~"? cos last time he used to dye his hair very close to squirrel colour~ and somehow he also looks like a cute squirrel...so end up calling him squirrel all the time...lols

Anyway quite a cool experience eating with friend and people who i dun really know...but listening to their funny conversations makes me wanna laugh also...lols~ they are quite a batch of people who likes to joke a lot...

Oh and unfortunately we are sitting rite next to the "smoking area"...so end up feeling as though we are in "genting"...with the smoke aka "clouds" flying past us all the time...haiz....somehow end up as "second hand smoker"...sianz...next time going to choose a place with better feng shui...lols!

Oh ordered a onion egg prata for supper...i think eating and laughing makes the food taste even better! (though i ate a burger before the supper at 8pm >.<)



Looks yummy rite! Taste yummy too! hehe~


I think i should be getting into hibernation mode soon...haiz sadly just now before bathing accidentally broke my ear-rings box...heartache!!!! Haiz...super sotong...have to buy a new one >.<

Oh well...tomorrow is a off day...shall see what i can do for tomorrow...or hibernate throughout the whole day? Hmmm...
Xin ♡




♥☆ Tuesday, January 11, 2011 ; 8:08 PM ☆♥
❥{11/1/11

I AM BACK!!!!!!!

Lols...*cleaning spider webs from my blog*

M.I.A for such a long time due to many stuff...exams...and blah blah...

Now finally back...

AND~~~

My renovated blog is finally up now!!! Theme is purple! Going to change the picture soon~ hehe...so check out for more random new stuff~

11/1/11....five 1

i wonder today is considered to be a good day? or a bad day...


Morning:

Good thing: I sleep for more than 12 hours finally!!!
Bad thing: No hot water in the morning when i bath...cold...*ha-chewww* >.<


Afternoon:

Bad thing: no bus...almost late for work...
Good thing: Saw my boss...chit chat with him :) Then my newly met friend helped me to do up the navigation menu on the left of my blog...finally after my 3 weeks of not enough sleep...my blog is done up properly...


Evening:

Good thing: Returned my borrowed books...luckily not late...and bought delicious western food and yummy kiwi juice
Bad (max bad) thing: My hall kitty bite my leg when it was walking and circulating my leg...painful...brought dinner back...and the fierce white brown kitty rush towards me...play around my leg when i was about to enter my room...and after walking around and circulating my leg for 5 mins...it suddenly bite me...i think my leg looks "delicious" bah...super painful...with a little bit of bleeding and meow meow tooth mark...sianzzz...i guess i might turn into a cat soon (imagining it in terms of werewolve) >.<


So thats my 1/11/11 "auspicious" day...lols


And now...a long long review of what i have been doing while i am M.I.A:

Last month (december) was a really tough tough month...firstly exam period during the christmas season...not that i really celebrate it but then i usually hibernate throughout my december...so really haiz :( :(

Dun understand anything at all...especially 314...but luckily with help from HF managed to be able to at least do the paper without handing it blank...

During the exam period also have a lot of things on-going...had a tough time...and really at a point of time just want to give up...


Well...now everything have been done...and just waiting for the next nightmare to come on the 18th jan...which is the release of the result >.<


Just praying hard that everything goes well...


So this year is a brand new year...this is my first post for the brand new yr...and brand new sem!!!

Lols...

And i just realise...

This week i will become one year "younger"...>.<

So...i will be posting a new post on my new resolution for the year! Lols~

Hmmm...

And now i shall hibernate~
Xin ♡