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Tuesday, June 30, 2009 ; 12:57 PM
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❥{flash-back
Just now while playing games on facebook and surfing facebook...happen to see my ex-secondary classmates posting some pictures taken during our secondary school...and a lot of flash-back just seep into my brain...a lot of flash-backs during the 4 years of secondary school...
Haiz...
Xin ♡
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Monday, June 29, 2009 ; 1:30 AM
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❥{another emo post...haiz...
Haiz...emo...somehow just feeling really tired...really...really...tired...mentally...physically...and emotionally...
Writing something rather emo in this post...somewhat reflect my feeling now...
Finally overwhelmed by exhaustion... Suffocating with tiredness... Both physically...mentally...and emotionally... Heart full of the past and present... Trying to release them one by one...
Losing target...goal...and smile... Floating aimlessly looking for something... Something that can bring the childhood smile... The childhood smile that is warm... Back into the little red heart...
Trying to smile on the outside... But just can't bring the smile into the heart... Injuries and holes all over the heart... Tired of listening all the time... Tired of putting others before self...
Really admired the smiles on photos... Wondering when will the smile really comes... Keeping oneself busy all the time... So as to occupy the time... Until the day when happiness comes...
Surrounded with people... But heart in deserted lonely island... Maybe loneliness is the only option... To cover the holes in the heart... To be able to move on and long...
Trying to find true self... The true self that has been lost... The once cheerful and bright self... Sealed deep into the heart... Slowly buried and lost far away...
Walking alone on the road of darkness... Struggling hard to stay strong and brave... Until the day a glimmer of light... Breaking the road of darkness... Bringing the light into the heart...
Xin ♡
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Thursday, June 25, 2009 ; 1:55 PM
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❥{in school today to return books and pay fees
Lols finally reach school and library le...beep >.<
My feet now super pain...cos of the shoes i am wearing...sobz...blisters everywhere...haiz...i think have to wear slippers again for the next few days when i am going out...painful T_T
Now in library blogging...very little ppl around except those walking to nie ( i think there is some kind of talks going on at there...)
This morning woke up very early (eh...i slept yesterday...first time so early sleep...but only a few hours though...=.="") to register for my modules...at these times always make my heart race sia...and sometime even have cold sweat because of the "war" or "race" that are going to start when the system open...lols...
When the clock strike...oh my gosh...a lot of modules de space became zero very fast...scary...and suddenly when i try to go into the system my mac lappy gone blank...got nothing!!!...Almost had an heart attack...then try to refresh several times...and my fingers kinda froze for a while (lols...like in exam hall sia...super nervous...)...but fortunately manage to register for my core modules, tutorials and lab...(anyone in friday de lab?? >.<)
Lols going to return my books and print my time-table now...beep >.<
Xin ♡
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Tuesday, June 23, 2009 ; 4:58 AM
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❥{New Sem...New Resolutions =)
New Semester...New Resolutions...
Coming up with a list of few things i wanna complete, or completing, or already completed...will be updating this long long long list now and then... =)
Obtaining my driving license (weee...completed this most important task..happy...hehe XD)
Pass my mas 181 and 182 (must must pass...if not going to break my hands and legs le...T_T )
Pass all my modules (jiayou!!!)
Improve on my study methods...(somehow...need to change my study method...T_T)
Drive my family around singapore, and especially to ntu (wanna show them how my school like...cos they are always busy...no time to visit my school...)
Get a hall to stay (somehow...trying hard to solve this...)
Find a roomie...(anyone who knows friends who have no roomie...need help >.<)
Forget everything unhappy..especially about "erhem"...not even a single strand of memory... (somehow i should be able to do it slowly...especially i have super bad memory...hmm...jiayou...)
Try to fix my portable hard-disk (just did it while typing this blog few seconds ago...weee XD)
Find a CCA (ganbatte!!!)
Find a job (somehow...to be more independent...jiayou)
Find my goals...and targets...(still floating around wondering what i really want...)
To be happier...and really forget everything unhappy..."erhem"...(*trying to remind myself* yes i can do it...yes i can do it...)
Go to zoo (always wanted to go...but...can't find anyone to go with T_T)
Go cycling and K-ing (wanna cycle and go sing...keke >.< )
This are the list of things i wanna do it...jiayou jiayou...ganbatte =)
Xin ♡
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Thursday, June 18, 2009 ; 8:18 AM
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❥{so blurrrrr >.<
Scratching my head (erm...not dandruff...lols)...because of having hard time trying to figure out my time-table for next semester...and the registration day is coming soon~~~~gosh...T_T
Really big headache...also having big headache over where i am going to stay next semester...travelling to and fro from school and home for 4 hours really waste a lot of time and energy...haiz...and where will i be staying...which hall can i stay...T_T
Haiz...really having great difficulties trying to figure out which modules i should choose...modules that i like with exams on consecutive days without rest...or modules with one day rest in between my exams during the week...haiz...blur >.<
Gosh...my head is getting like tweety bird...a lot of thing trying to figure out here and there...and seems like dunnoe how to go about planning them...kyah~~~T_T
What should i do...where should i stay...and should i follow my heart in choosing my modules...really have no confidences...and really really in big confusion...>.<
Xin ♡
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009 ; 12:39 AM
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❥{chilling out
Lols...just came home now...going to bath soon...super duper exhausted...but today is a great day =D
Today, erm...i mean yesterday...lols...pass midnight le...ahahaha...went to many places at one go...city hall...suntec city...orchard...somerset and lastly to dhoby gaut to meet some uni friends to eat and chill...
Finally found and bought a black skinny jeans that i have been looking for a long long time...tried everywhere but dun really suits me...but finally found it...lols >.<
My back a bit "suan suan" from walking and trying a lot of jeans and clothes...haiz...old le...old le...lols >.<...oh yea...also bought clothes at orchard while looking for a present for my mum...cos she has been wanting a special utensil sets...but i think limited edition or something...so trying everywhere to look for it...isetan...tang's...taka...suntec...everywhere i think got big malls de have try le...hmmm...where else can i look for leh...hmm...going to continue my search...lols >.<
Then after that went to meet my friends at Plaza Singapura...and went to eat Long John Silver...long time never eat fried de le....yum!! >.<
After which we went to the arcade to play while waiting for another friend...and i love the part where we play car racing...super love to race cars...still remember sometime after school when i was a kid always go car racing at arcade with some of my friends...lols...after that went to play basketball...boys vs girls...but then dunnoe why...all the balls i throw always ganna bounce off...and almost hit my friend...psps!!!...>.<...i think i have "repulsion" force bah...the basketball always dun wanna come to me...sianz...lols >.<...so in the end...haiz...lols >.<
Then after which we went ben and jerry's to eat ice cream...yum!!!!!! Ice cream!!! hehe >.<...we went for the 6 scoops de...and i ordered one scoop of raspberry yoghurt...yum!! =D
Today super exhausting...but super nice also...hmmm...but still will continue my search for the special utensils and also a lamb doll that my sister always wanted...these two are challenging...super hard to find... >.<
Xin ♡
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Monday, June 15, 2009 ; 10:33 AM
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❥{moody =.=
Haizzzzzzzzzzz............
Feeling extremely moody...super super moody...
Super MOODY arrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Haiz........
Maybe what had been told to me few months ago was rite...thought i always know what is going on...but...
Lols...although should say i am starting to be stronger and braver after 1 year with so many things that have happened...but somehow...
Gosh...i think i am blur already after not sleeping for one whole night...talking dunnoe what...
Haiz...... >.<
Xin ♡
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Sunday, June 14, 2009 ; 3:23 AM
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❥{watching hana yori dango (korea version)
Can't sleep again now (3.25 am)...so was watching hana yori dango (korea version) again for the second time...always like hana yori dango anime...jap version...and now is the korea version...even better...funnier...and a lot of "teary" scenes...below are one which i feel quite "teary" de:
this is episode 24 part C of hana yori dango (korea version)...teary~~~T_T
Xin ♡
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Saturday, June 13, 2009 ; 7:20 PM
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❥{finally received my photocard driving license XD
Finally received my photocard driving license today...yeaaaa XD
Was sleeping in the morning when the postman send the envelope with my photocard driving license in it...luckily my mum was at home...if not have to go down to dunnoe where to take the license le...lols...
Yea...finally got it...kekeke...i am offically a "driver" le...ahahaha XD
These few weeks has been quite a boring week...sleeping...eating...sleeping...eating...and sadly...haven't been able to tune my body clock back up till now...haiz...T_T
I think my body clock somehow has just tune itself to "USA" timing...when everyone is sleeping at night i am wide awake...and when everyone is active in the day...i am soundly sleeping like a pig...oh nooooooooo...i am going to be a piggy soon......nooooooooooooooooooooooooo >.<
Xin ♡
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009 ; 1:34 AM
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❥{hmmm....headache with my time-table >.<
Lols...today...oops...i mean yesterday...didn't manage to sleep well...should i say i didn't sleep at all...gosh...my sleeping time have officially gone haywire...zzz...=.=""...got to find some ways to tune it back...haiz...
Oh well...so here i am...writting up some things that i am pondering while i ponder on my time-table...argh...this is so hard to plan...cos of the fact that i have to retake my mas 181...so everything seem so squeeze up...oh man...and so cramp up...and very limited number of electives (UE/PE) i can opt for because of the fact that many clash with my time-table for mas 181...especially the matlab...haiz...
Oh well...i think the upcoming years will be the real scary years...everything are so cramp up...have to take like more than 6 modules in order to finish all my modules on time...(and especially i also need to retake both mas 181 and 182)...really regret that i did not work harder...i mean 100 times harder to pass my mas 181 and 182...but well...have to look forward and try even harder now...have to really work hard to pull up the ugly grades that i am having now...haiz...
Thinking back...feel that my life seems boring...everything seems to build only on studies...i think the best time are really during my primary, secondary and poly sch years...whereby i really participate in a lot of things other than my school works...although my secondary and poly school years are not really happy...but i do learn a lot and everyday is a new learning experience for me though most are quite frustrating and sad...
But now...i have fulfill my dreams to be in university...and in a course i am starting to really like a lot...but however...just feel that somehow...life is...boring...i mean...i see some of my friends participating in some activities...clubs...everytime after school...which they can have fun or learn from besides their studies...but for me...everytime after school its just...nothing...i mean...after school...i will just find some place to sleep and thats it...nothing more...and this has been on-going for the past 2 semesters...i mean...after school...i will be in a lonely island somewhere floating...sleeping...and before the last bus...go home...and the next day same routine again...and again...
I have been wondering if there is a possibility that my grades are falling due to not having a balance between "fun" and "work"...i think for me now..."work" weighs much much heavier as compare to "play" on a weighing scale...
Sometime i just can't find the mood to study...i mean...i think i am getting quite "bored" with studying...dun be mistaken...i really really love studying and books...it just that...i am getting bored with the routine after school...sleeping...travelling home...sleeping...and next day travelling to school again...haiz...somehow i think i just have to find one way or another to get myself motivated again...before i really turn into a blockhead...or statue...lols... >.<
Xin ♡
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Sunday, June 7, 2009 ; 11:03 PM
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❥{today was sitting on the circle line...very circle~~ >.<
Today i went out to meet my friends at farrer park...
So how to i get there? By sitting on the new circle line train...hehe...
When i reach bishan mrt interchange from amk...i was like...wow...so..."airport"...so..."space-like"...lols! Everything looks and smell new...and very big also...and it looks much nicer as compared to the north-east line de train stations...
The new circle line de train stations looks super cool...with the "glass-like" de escalator...and there are like 5 escalators side by side to each other...how come need so many escalators together...lols...and when i enter the train...i was more wow...
The train is...super short >.<...i can see the last cabin eventhough i am at the first cabin...lols...and i was even surprised that i can find any driver on the train sia...i tot its hiding somewhere or something...until i meet my friends and they told me the train are auto-driven de...oh my gosh...auto...lols...then a lot of weird qns start to pop up...what if there are power failure...how ar...oh and what if the system or virus...will the train move backward or something...lols...super weird qns...haha...and the train is also super round...i mean circle..lols...super cute de train...hehe >.<
I also took some snapshots of the circle line and the train...hehe >.<
Xin ♡
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Saturday, June 6, 2009 ; 3:08 AM
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❥{a bit frustrated...and things unsolved are piling up...
Today is my 妹妹 (a.k.a little sister) de birthday...and wanna wish her a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! (poke poke...can see mah can see mah ah log (my sis de little nick...hehe))
These few days my brains are also getting kinda frustrated and piling up with a lot of unsolved things...sianz...=.=""...Trying to get a lot of things solve also before i start looking for a new job for the next 2 months...lols
First trying to fix my old lappy to get it working cos it has been collecting dusts on my table since like few months back when it start to get very laggggggg...zzz...only managed to get it work only slightly faster...haiz...i think it is spoil le bah...haiz...
Second still trying super hard to log into my old de facebook account using my msn de email address...but dunnoe why still cannot...grrr....tried to change the password but no email confirmation is send to me...and even tried to send some email to the facebook ppl for ages but also no reply...grrrrrr...super frustrating...my old facebook hanging there...with friends adding me but i cannot go in to add them or tell them my current facebook de account...super super frustrating...whats wrong with my old facebook account...did it got hack or something...or i press something to spoil it...
Third and the most headache matter is where i am gonna sleep when school semester starts...this is getting my head very big...as i not only have "buang" my mas again...so have to retake for the whole year 2 for 2 semesters..but also have to take more modules so i will not lag behind...sobzz...haiz...maybe i need to start learning to climb trees...and build tents and fireplace in school le...haiz...really have no idea what to do...really feeling super confused...feeling really emoo...and feeling as though i am drowning le...this problem really is a big big headache...haiz...
Help...need help urgently~~~~~
Xin ♡
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Wednesday, June 3, 2009 ; 2:33 AM
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❥{today went "spring cleaning" for my study shelves
Today is a hot and humid day...lols...slept a lot...too sleepy to move around...keke XD
Woke up very late in the afternoon...eat maggi mee...and...went back to sleep again (gosh...how come i sleep so much de...lols =.="")
After which woke up again...and finally decided...to "spring clean" my shelves full of 2 semesters of notes...papers...books...and dusts =.=""
Gosh...didn't realise there i have gather up so many mountains of notes and papers for the past two semesters (including dusts also...lols XD )...
So start cleaning and moving and cleaning...and throwing....and packing...gosh...almost got "piled" below the stacks of notes...and have to swim among the messy files and papers...gosh...
Finally managed to finish packing after 3 long hours...phew...
Hmm...so what else am i going to do next...hmm...thinking...lols XD
Xin ♡
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Tuesday, June 2, 2009 ; 1:05 AM
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❥{watching anime...and reading up notes >.<
So sianz at home...kyah kyah >.<
Oh well...as my mum have said...a good time for a "blur piggy" (she meant me >.< ) to rest before the start of the horrible sem on Aug...lols
So everyday...just eat...sleep...eat...poke facebook...eat...watch anime...and sleep again...wake up same thing repeat again (gosh...going to be piggy real soon le la...lols >.<)
Oh well...currently I am watching this anime call 怪物王女 (a.k.a monster princess)...still ok bah...but i feel that the song is the one which attracted me to watch this anime...quite a nice song call blood queen...keke
This anime is about a monster princess who have the power to revive anything which are dead...the person can only be revived for a certain period...then the queen need to replenish the power again...
This anime also include some essences of fighting here and there, where the monster princess will be fighting against many monsters send by her brothers to assassinate the princess in order to fight for some king throne.
Below is the first episode of the anime taken from google video, and can also be found on daily motion :
but somehow the words for episode 1 cannot be seen clearly...i think tudou.com de subbing can see clearer...tried to embed in here but dunnoe why can only see a blank box...also the subs are in chinese...lols...(http://www.tudou.com/playlist/playindex.do?lid=715515&iid=5476882&cid=9)
so enjoy... >.<
Xin ♡
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Monday, June 1, 2009 ; 6:23 PM
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❥{after long sleep...
Today dunnoe what happen...tummy not feeling well...maybe these few days too stress and nervous about what happen...so keep on eating and munching non-stop...lols =.=""
But after few days' of long sleep...
Decided to stay even stronger...to be brave...to strive on...
Maybe that experience is something by God...to teach me not to anyhow go to places i am not familiar with alone...especially i am so slow in detecting danger...
Oh well...really have to thank God that nothing happen..maybe i should go and learn some self-defence art or something...keke...chop up danger...kachaaaaaaa...opps >.<
so yea lor...treat it as a learning experience bah...although is quite a scary one...lols
Xin ♡
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009 ; 12:57 PM
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❥{flash-back
Just now while playing games on facebook and surfing facebook...happen to see my ex-secondary classmates posting some pictures taken during our secondary school...and a lot of flash-back just seep into my brain...a lot of flash-backs during the 4 years of secondary school...
Haiz...
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Monday, June 29, 2009 ; 1:30 AM
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❥{another emo post...haiz...
Haiz...emo...somehow just feeling really tired...really...really...tired...mentally...physically...and emotionally...
Writing something rather emo in this post...somewhat reflect my feeling now...
Finally overwhelmed by exhaustion... Suffocating with tiredness... Both physically...mentally...and emotionally... Heart full of the past and present... Trying to release them one by one...
Losing target...goal...and smile... Floating aimlessly looking for something... Something that can bring the childhood smile... The childhood smile that is warm... Back into the little red heart...
Trying to smile on the outside... But just can't bring the smile into the heart... Injuries and holes all over the heart... Tired of listening all the time... Tired of putting others before self...
Really admired the smiles on photos... Wondering when will the smile really comes... Keeping oneself busy all the time... So as to occupy the time... Until the day when happiness comes...
Surrounded with people... But heart in deserted lonely island... Maybe loneliness is the only option... To cover the holes in the heart... To be able to move on and long...
Trying to find true self... The true self that has been lost... The once cheerful and bright self... Sealed deep into the heart... Slowly buried and lost far away...
Walking alone on the road of darkness... Struggling hard to stay strong and brave... Until the day a glimmer of light... Breaking the road of darkness... Bringing the light into the heart...
Xin ♡
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Thursday, June 25, 2009 ; 1:55 PM
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❥{in school today to return books and pay fees
Lols finally reach school and library le...beep >.<
My feet now super pain...cos of the shoes i am wearing...sobz...blisters everywhere...haiz...i think have to wear slippers again for the next few days when i am going out...painful T_T
Now in library blogging...very little ppl around except those walking to nie ( i think there is some kind of talks going on at there...)
This morning woke up very early (eh...i slept yesterday...first time so early sleep...but only a few hours though...=.="") to register for my modules...at these times always make my heart race sia...and sometime even have cold sweat because of the "war" or "race" that are going to start when the system open...lols...
When the clock strike...oh my gosh...a lot of modules de space became zero very fast...scary...and suddenly when i try to go into the system my mac lappy gone blank...got nothing!!!...Almost had an heart attack...then try to refresh several times...and my fingers kinda froze for a while (lols...like in exam hall sia...super nervous...)...but fortunately manage to register for my core modules, tutorials and lab...(anyone in friday de lab?? >.<)
Lols going to return my books and print my time-table now...beep >.<
Xin ♡
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Tuesday, June 23, 2009 ; 4:58 AM
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❥{New Sem...New Resolutions =)
New Semester...New Resolutions...
Coming up with a list of few things i wanna complete, or completing, or already completed...will be updating this long long long list now and then... =)
Obtaining my driving license (weee...completed this most important task..happy...hehe XD)
Pass my mas 181 and 182 (must must pass...if not going to break my hands and legs le...T_T )
Pass all my modules (jiayou!!!)
Improve on my study methods...(somehow...need to change my study method...T_T)
Drive my family around singapore, and especially to ntu (wanna show them how my school like...cos they are always busy...no time to visit my school...)
Get a hall to stay (somehow...trying hard to solve this...)
Find a roomie...(anyone who knows friends who have no roomie...need help >.<)
Forget everything unhappy..especially about "erhem"...not even a single strand of memory... (somehow i should be able to do it slowly...especially i have super bad memory...hmm...jiayou...)
Try to fix my portable hard-disk (just did it while typing this blog few seconds ago...weee XD)
Find a CCA (ganbatte!!!)
Find a job (somehow...to be more independent...jiayou)
Find my goals...and targets...(still floating around wondering what i really want...)
To be happier...and really forget everything unhappy..."erhem"...(*trying to remind myself* yes i can do it...yes i can do it...)
Go to zoo (always wanted to go...but...can't find anyone to go with T_T)
Go cycling and K-ing (wanna cycle and go sing...keke >.< )
This are the list of things i wanna do it...jiayou jiayou...ganbatte =)
Xin ♡
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Thursday, June 18, 2009 ; 8:18 AM
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❥{so blurrrrr >.<
Scratching my head (erm...not dandruff...lols)...because of having hard time trying to figure out my time-table for next semester...and the registration day is coming soon~~~~gosh...T_T
Really big headache...also having big headache over where i am going to stay next semester...travelling to and fro from school and home for 4 hours really waste a lot of time and energy...haiz...and where will i be staying...which hall can i stay...T_T
Haiz...really having great difficulties trying to figure out which modules i should choose...modules that i like with exams on consecutive days without rest...or modules with one day rest in between my exams during the week...haiz...blur >.<
Gosh...my head is getting like tweety bird...a lot of thing trying to figure out here and there...and seems like dunnoe how to go about planning them...kyah~~~T_T
What should i do...where should i stay...and should i follow my heart in choosing my modules...really have no confidences...and really really in big confusion...>.<
Xin ♡
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009 ; 12:39 AM
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❥{chilling out
Lols...just came home now...going to bath soon...super duper exhausted...but today is a great day =D
Today, erm...i mean yesterday...lols...pass midnight le...ahahaha...went to many places at one go...city hall...suntec city...orchard...somerset and lastly to dhoby gaut to meet some uni friends to eat and chill...
Finally found and bought a black skinny jeans that i have been looking for a long long time...tried everywhere but dun really suits me...but finally found it...lols >.<
My back a bit "suan suan" from walking and trying a lot of jeans and clothes...haiz...old le...old le...lols >.<...oh yea...also bought clothes at orchard while looking for a present for my mum...cos she has been wanting a special utensil sets...but i think limited edition or something...so trying everywhere to look for it...isetan...tang's...taka...suntec...everywhere i think got big malls de have try le...hmmm...where else can i look for leh...hmm...going to continue my search...lols >.<
Then after that went to meet my friends at Plaza Singapura...and went to eat Long John Silver...long time never eat fried de le....yum!! >.<
After which we went to the arcade to play while waiting for another friend...and i love the part where we play car racing...super love to race cars...still remember sometime after school when i was a kid always go car racing at arcade with some of my friends...lols...after that went to play basketball...boys vs girls...but then dunnoe why...all the balls i throw always ganna bounce off...and almost hit my friend...psps!!!...>.<...i think i have "repulsion" force bah...the basketball always dun wanna come to me...sianz...lols >.<...so in the end...haiz...lols >.<
Then after which we went ben and jerry's to eat ice cream...yum!!!!!! Ice cream!!! hehe >.<...we went for the 6 scoops de...and i ordered one scoop of raspberry yoghurt...yum!! =D
Today super exhausting...but super nice also...hmmm...but still will continue my search for the special utensils and also a lamb doll that my sister always wanted...these two are challenging...super hard to find... >.<
Xin ♡
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Monday, June 15, 2009 ; 10:33 AM
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❥{moody =.=
Haizzzzzzzzzzz............
Feeling extremely moody...super super moody...
Super MOODY arrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Haiz........
Maybe what had been told to me few months ago was rite...thought i always know what is going on...but...
Lols...although should say i am starting to be stronger and braver after 1 year with so many things that have happened...but somehow...
Gosh...i think i am blur already after not sleeping for one whole night...talking dunnoe what...
Haiz...... >.<
Xin ♡
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Sunday, June 14, 2009 ; 3:23 AM
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❥{watching hana yori dango (korea version)
Can't sleep again now (3.25 am)...so was watching hana yori dango (korea version) again for the second time...always like hana yori dango anime...jap version...and now is the korea version...even better...funnier...and a lot of "teary" scenes...below are one which i feel quite "teary" de:
this is episode 24 part C of hana yori dango (korea version)...teary~~~T_T
Xin ♡
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Saturday, June 13, 2009 ; 7:20 PM
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❥{finally received my photocard driving license XD
Finally received my photocard driving license today...yeaaaa XD
Was sleeping in the morning when the postman send the envelope with my photocard driving license in it...luckily my mum was at home...if not have to go down to dunnoe where to take the license le...lols...
Yea...finally got it...kekeke...i am offically a "driver" le...ahahaha XD
These few weeks has been quite a boring week...sleeping...eating...sleeping...eating...and sadly...haven't been able to tune my body clock back up till now...haiz...T_T
I think my body clock somehow has just tune itself to "USA" timing...when everyone is sleeping at night i am wide awake...and when everyone is active in the day...i am soundly sleeping like a pig...oh nooooooooo...i am going to be a piggy soon......nooooooooooooooooooooooooo >.<
Xin ♡
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009 ; 1:34 AM
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❥{hmmm....headache with my time-table >.<
Lols...today...oops...i mean yesterday...didn't manage to sleep well...should i say i didn't sleep at all...gosh...my sleeping time have officially gone haywire...zzz...=.=""...got to find some ways to tune it back...haiz...
Oh well...so here i am...writting up some things that i am pondering while i ponder on my time-table...argh...this is so hard to plan...cos of the fact that i have to retake my mas 181...so everything seem so squeeze up...oh man...and so cramp up...and very limited number of electives (UE/PE) i can opt for because of the fact that many clash with my time-table for mas 181...especially the matlab...haiz...
Oh well...i think the upcoming years will be the real scary years...everything are so cramp up...have to take like more than 6 modules in order to finish all my modules on time...(and especially i also need to retake both mas 181 and 182)...really regret that i did not work harder...i mean 100 times harder to pass my mas 181 and 182...but well...have to look forward and try even harder now...have to really work hard to pull up the ugly grades that i am having now...haiz...
Thinking back...feel that my life seems boring...everything seems to build only on studies...i think the best time are really during my primary, secondary and poly sch years...whereby i really participate in a lot of things other than my school works...although my secondary and poly school years are not really happy...but i do learn a lot and everyday is a new learning experience for me though most are quite frustrating and sad...
But now...i have fulfill my dreams to be in university...and in a course i am starting to really like a lot...but however...just feel that somehow...life is...boring...i mean...i see some of my friends participating in some activities...clubs...everytime after school...which they can have fun or learn from besides their studies...but for me...everytime after school its just...nothing...i mean...after school...i will just find some place to sleep and thats it...nothing more...and this has been on-going for the past 2 semesters...i mean...after school...i will be in a lonely island somewhere floating...sleeping...and before the last bus...go home...and the next day same routine again...and again...
I have been wondering if there is a possibility that my grades are falling due to not having a balance between "fun" and "work"...i think for me now..."work" weighs much much heavier as compare to "play" on a weighing scale...
Sometime i just can't find the mood to study...i mean...i think i am getting quite "bored" with studying...dun be mistaken...i really really love studying and books...it just that...i am getting bored with the routine after school...sleeping...travelling home...sleeping...and next day travelling to school again...haiz...somehow i think i just have to find one way or another to get myself motivated again...before i really turn into a blockhead...or statue...lols... >.<
Xin ♡
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Sunday, June 7, 2009 ; 11:03 PM
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❥{today was sitting on the circle line...very circle~~ >.<
Today i went out to meet my friends at farrer park...
So how to i get there? By sitting on the new circle line train...hehe...
When i reach bishan mrt interchange from amk...i was like...wow...so..."airport"...so..."space-like"...lols! Everything looks and smell new...and very big also...and it looks much nicer as compared to the north-east line de train stations...
The new circle line de train stations looks super cool...with the "glass-like" de escalator...and there are like 5 escalators side by side to each other...how come need so many escalators together...lols...and when i enter the train...i was more wow...
The train is...super short >.<...i can see the last cabin eventhough i am at the first cabin...lols...and i was even surprised that i can find any driver on the train sia...i tot its hiding somewhere or something...until i meet my friends and they told me the train are auto-driven de...oh my gosh...auto...lols...then a lot of weird qns start to pop up...what if there are power failure...how ar...oh and what if the system or virus...will the train move backward or something...lols...super weird qns...haha...and the train is also super round...i mean circle..lols...super cute de train...hehe >.<
I also took some snapshots of the circle line and the train...hehe >.<
Xin ♡
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Saturday, June 6, 2009 ; 3:08 AM
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❥{a bit frustrated...and things unsolved are piling up...
Today is my 妹妹 (a.k.a little sister) de birthday...and wanna wish her a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! (poke poke...can see mah can see mah ah log (my sis de little nick...hehe))
These few days my brains are also getting kinda frustrated and piling up with a lot of unsolved things...sianz...=.=""...Trying to get a lot of things solve also before i start looking for a new job for the next 2 months...lols
First trying to fix my old lappy to get it working cos it has been collecting dusts on my table since like few months back when it start to get very laggggggg...zzz...only managed to get it work only slightly faster...haiz...i think it is spoil le bah...haiz...
Second still trying super hard to log into my old de facebook account using my msn de email address...but dunnoe why still cannot...grrr....tried to change the password but no email confirmation is send to me...and even tried to send some email to the facebook ppl for ages but also no reply...grrrrrr...super frustrating...my old facebook hanging there...with friends adding me but i cannot go in to add them or tell them my current facebook de account...super super frustrating...whats wrong with my old facebook account...did it got hack or something...or i press something to spoil it...
Third and the most headache matter is where i am gonna sleep when school semester starts...this is getting my head very big...as i not only have "buang" my mas again...so have to retake for the whole year 2 for 2 semesters..but also have to take more modules so i will not lag behind...sobzz...haiz...maybe i need to start learning to climb trees...and build tents and fireplace in school le...haiz...really have no idea what to do...really feeling super confused...feeling really emoo...and feeling as though i am drowning le...this problem really is a big big headache...haiz...
Help...need help urgently~~~~~
Xin ♡
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Wednesday, June 3, 2009 ; 2:33 AM
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❥{today went "spring cleaning" for my study shelves
Today is a hot and humid day...lols...slept a lot...too sleepy to move around...keke XD
Woke up very late in the afternoon...eat maggi mee...and...went back to sleep again (gosh...how come i sleep so much de...lols =.="")
After which woke up again...and finally decided...to "spring clean" my shelves full of 2 semesters of notes...papers...books...and dusts =.=""
Gosh...didn't realise there i have gather up so many mountains of notes and papers for the past two semesters (including dusts also...lols XD )...
So start cleaning and moving and cleaning...and throwing....and packing...gosh...almost got "piled" below the stacks of notes...and have to swim among the messy files and papers...gosh...
Finally managed to finish packing after 3 long hours...phew...
Hmm...so what else am i going to do next...hmm...thinking...lols XD
Xin ♡
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Tuesday, June 2, 2009 ; 1:05 AM
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❥{watching anime...and reading up notes >.<
So sianz at home...kyah kyah >.<
Oh well...as my mum have said...a good time for a "blur piggy" (she meant me >.< ) to rest before the start of the horrible sem on Aug...lols
So everyday...just eat...sleep...eat...poke facebook...eat...watch anime...and sleep again...wake up same thing repeat again (gosh...going to be piggy real soon le la...lols >.<)
Oh well...currently I am watching this anime call 怪物王女 (a.k.a monster princess)...still ok bah...but i feel that the song is the one which attracted me to watch this anime...quite a nice song call blood queen...keke
This anime is about a monster princess who have the power to revive anything which are dead...the person can only be revived for a certain period...then the queen need to replenish the power again...
This anime also include some essences of fighting here and there, where the monster princess will be fighting against many monsters send by her brothers to assassinate the princess in order to fight for some king throne.
Below is the first episode of the anime taken from google video, and can also be found on daily motion :
but somehow the words for episode 1 cannot be seen clearly...i think tudou.com de subbing can see clearer...tried to embed in here but dunnoe why can only see a blank box...also the subs are in chinese...lols...(http://www.tudou.com/playlist/playindex.do?lid=715515&iid=5476882&cid=9)
so enjoy... >.<
Xin ♡
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Monday, June 1, 2009 ; 6:23 PM
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❥{after long sleep...
Today dunnoe what happen...tummy not feeling well...maybe these few days too stress and nervous about what happen...so keep on eating and munching non-stop...lols =.=""
But after few days' of long sleep...
Decided to stay even stronger...to be brave...to strive on...
Maybe that experience is something by God...to teach me not to anyhow go to places i am not familiar with alone...especially i am so slow in detecting danger...
Oh well...really have to thank God that nothing happen..maybe i should go and learn some self-defence art or something...keke...chop up danger...kachaaaaaaa...opps >.<
so yea lor...treat it as a learning experience bah...although is quite a scary one...lols
Xin ♡
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