♫ Xin ❤
~Xin Xin World~
  


♥☆ Thursday, March 31, 2011 ; 5:57 PM ☆♥
❥{melting from the heat~

Kyahhhh~ >.<

I am melting from the heat~

Super hot and stuffy...bathe for so many times until my skin is peeling off soon...lols~

Now its almost evening...and still it is so hot and stuffy >.<

Mehhhh~

I wonder what i should eat later...feel so tired...

Erm...

The anger is still there...and increasing the hate hate hate hate part~

Hmmm~

Going to collect my laptop this sat!!!

WEEEEE!!!!! Finally something useable~

And the after that shall be going to Ikea to help mama look for some new beds~

Just hope that my hand won't fall off with the laptop on it...lols~

And yup~

Shall try to forget about the bad memories~


JiaYou JiaYou Xin~~~


Shall go back to nap now...heeee~
Xin ♡




♥☆ Tuesday, March 29, 2011 ; 2:07 AM ☆♥
❥{reality...truth...

Reality...truth...is shocking...sad...and really angry to think or know about...yet it happens again and again...

I tried to believe...i really tried to believe that deep down human have still have their kind side...especially to friends...but yet...again and again...got repeatedly hurt...stabbed...and angered...

Is it true that human has two side of faces? Or am i too gullible to think that as long as i believe in someone they will be true to me also?

Its really hurting...to keep repeatedly having to go through the same situation over and over again...and yet i am still so dumb to let myself fall into the trap hole...

Believed in that person...that 2face...

Although i knew that something is really wrong...but then...treating him like my brother...i tot that being honest to him he will at least not stab me...

But then...

It happens...

And it really hurts to know the truth...and the anger filled my stomach...

We fought and quarrel real tough over the net...

Its not like i wanted to fight...just that...i really cannot stand it...he looks as though he is really sincere and innocent...yet...he is 2face...

Really really really hate 2face to the max...didn't realise that he is so unhonest and ugly...

Disappointment still does hurts...and the anger still boil within me...

I wonder how long it will take for this anger to cool down...and to forget about the disappointment...

Tomorrow going to dump his laptop back to him...and will cut any connection with him...no point always getting myself hurt by 2face...

Mama has already told me to be careful of this person...even when log log saw his picture she was already saying that he is a bad person...someone who will hurt people...someone who will make use of people...but i dun believe...because i still tot that i can have a little trust on someone that i treated as a brotherly friend...

But instead...

He is what he looks...he is such kind of person...

It will be really hard to believe and trust anyone again...

Because in the end...its still reality of life...

Disappointment...

Anger...

Have been listening to this song...i shall not give up...and i shall not break down...
Xin ♡




♥☆ Saturday, March 26, 2011 ; 11:47 PM ☆♥
❥{new shoessss~ =) =)

Today is both a tiring and cool nice day~ =)

Rushed back home, and mama log log and me went to J8 to buy shoesss~~~

Super Happy~

And i love my new shoesss~

Also had a really good time with them eating dinner...such a long time since we eaten outside~

Today is a really sweet day =)
Xin ♡




♥☆ Tuesday, March 22, 2011 ; 2:07 AM ☆♥
❥{cool video




Like this video a lot...it seems like those real life fairy tale movie that i always like to watch...so niceeee~

Time to wash my whole truck of laundry...and to prepare for a heart racing lab session later...haiz >.<
Xin ♡




♥☆ Monday, March 21, 2011 ; 9:35 AM ☆♥
❥{stomach painnn~

Stomach painnn...

Since yesterday it have been this case...

Ouch...

I wonder what is happening...

Later have test...and yet its aching non-stop...

Just hope that i am able to tolerate until the test is over...
Xin ♡




♥☆ Sunday, March 20, 2011 ; 2:10 AM ☆♥
❥{oooo~

Finally finished with the biz plan for the sponsorship...haiz tiring...

My macbook officially KO on 19th March, at 11.50am T_T

Haiz...

Now borrowed my friend's laptop for a day to settle my report and biz plan...thanks curry~

And also curry's friend mr saviour is helping me to retrieve my documents in my macbook...hoping that my macbook will survive for a couple of weeks more~

Going to wait for 2 more weeks for my new laptop to arrive...before that...i wonder how am i going to survive without laptop...yish...gosh...T_T

Oh yar!

I also applied for a Skype account...lolsss~

Just curious~ heeee~

My skype account is my msn email account user name...

I wonder how it will work on my new laptop...lols

Okie time to get back to work~

WOOOSHHH~

GO GO!!!
Xin ♡




♥☆ Saturday, March 19, 2011 ; 1:31 PM ☆♥
❥{macbook...

NOOOOOOOO~

My macbook broke down...not able to enter the desktop at all...

And...

I have not backed up my documents in it...

HELP!!!!!!!!

Does anyone know how to repair a macbook or just let me enter my desktop to back up?

HELP!!!!!!!

=( =(
Xin ♡




♥☆ Thursday, March 17, 2011 ; 8:24 PM ☆♥
❥{cut my hair shorter~

Went to cut my hair shorter today...

Lols...

Wanted a change of hairstyle and a fresher look >.<

Wonder whether its nicer to keep my long hair or to have short hair...

Wonder how is the feedbacks and comments for my new short hairstyle now...lols

But then...

I like my new hairstyle~

I look more awake / alert

Lols~
Xin ♡




♥☆ Sunday, March 13, 2011 ; 2:05 AM ☆♥
❥{relax with a few anime and songs~

Shall be stronger and stronger...

Learning from all the obstacles...but at the same time also feeling depress...

I guess this is how we learn...


Below is two songs that i really like and have watched their animes, one is Hoshi ga Kanaderu Monogatari from Mai Otome and another is flowin from Harukanaru Toki No Naka De. Very nice and pretty songs~






Hmmm...i wonder what i should do on sunday...sleep? or just stone whole day...lols...

And most importantly...what should i eat...go to JP eat or to pioneer? Hmmm~

Oh well...>.<
Xin ♡




♥☆ Friday, March 11, 2011 ; 5:08 PM ☆♥
❥{the rainy season...

Today is drizzling on and off...

Rainy season...really represent how i feel now...

Learning to let go...maybe this is something i need to learn...

So as to be happier...so as to be able to move on...

Learning to ignore the unhappiness...learning to let go off the past...

So as to be able to see the future clearer...

But still...

The past is my memories...

Which is deeply in my mind...

Hard to forget...

Just hope that someday...

Time will wash the memories away...
Xin ♡




♥☆ Thursday, March 10, 2011 ; 8:14 PM ☆♥
❥{stress to the max

Super stress to the max now...

Need a big teddy hug T_T

And a big pat on the head...sobz

Have been staring at my notes for a very long time...but dun seem to be able to understand anything...

*Sobz*
Xin ♡




♥☆ Monday, March 7, 2011 ; 11:14 PM ☆♥
❥{head painnnn

Falling sick...

Badly...

Ouch...

=(
Xin ♡




♥☆ ; 2:29 PM ☆♥
❥{feels hungry~ yet no appetite~

AHHHH~

I spoiled my precious calculator that have accompanied me for 4 years~ *sobz* T_T

Sotong me...went to reset it using mechanical pencil...end up pencil lead broken and the reset button got stuck...T_T

After using like 1 hour trying to repair it...end up feeling hungry...yet dun feel like eating anything...or maybe no mood to eat anything...

Now working on my lab report...hopefully can finish it before library close...*yawnz*

Slept only like...erm...hmmm...2 hrs? or 1 hr only...insomnia...T_T...haiz...end up feeling as it i am floating for the whole day...

Just hope that everything goes well this week...for all my quizzes~

Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou!!!! *stressssss* >.<
Xin ♡




♥☆ Saturday, March 5, 2011 ; 3:12 PM ☆♥
❥{am i over-sensitive? mehhhh?

These few days my mood have been swinging a lot...

Sometime frustrated...sometime sad...sometime depressed...sometime emotionless...sometime cold...sometime happy...sometime just feel like crying for no reason...and sometime just...feeling alone...and have the tendency to stone a lot...

Maybe because there are too many things happening in such a short period of time...that my brain is not able to comprehend all that are happening...in school..or outside of school...or things about myself...

Oh well...maybe i am just getting slower in understanding things...and maybe my tolerance level is lowering =.=""

Quizzes...and more quizzes...and reports...and more reports are coming up...KYAH!!!!! >.<

Hmmm...

Sometime i wonder...am i overly-sensitive with many things...as in...with regards to how people feel and how people think...

Me...as always since young...curious with everything and everything in the world...

But this curiousity of mine...combined with being really sensitive...sometime just makes me think a lot...as in...start to wonder and think of a lot of those possibilities that might not even happen...

I tend to care a lot for people i am really good with or get along with...but sometime i wonder am i over-caring...maybe they dun even need my care or worries...

But its like...after what so many things that have happened...like sudden possibilities of not being able to see...and a lot of disasters happening all over the war...it makes me feel that life is really fragile...its like...you can be seeing this person today...and the next day...that person might not be with you anymore...

Its really scary to even think of that...its even scarier when i have nightmares of the people that i care for...people that are precious to me...are suddenly not with me...its really frightening to the max...until i would freak out from my bed...and started trembling...

Maybe because i am too emotional? Or emoish...lols

Oh well...maybe i do think too much...but then thinking twice...life is short but road is long...we never know what will happen end of the day or tomorrow...

I really have to learn more...on how to love my life more...and to love people around me more...so that i will not have even a small regret...

Well i guess thats the most important thing...have less regrets in life (minimise it if cannot zero it...lols)

Oh well...1.5 hours more and i will be off from my work...shall continue stuffing my brains with all my electives notes and cores notes (two quizzes next week...oh my tian >.<)

Jiayou Jiayou Xin!!! Mehhhhh~
Xin ♡