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Saturday, June 11, 2011 ; 5:46 PM
❥{...the lingering feeling of sadness...



This song is from a korean drama called "Dong Yi"


Lyrics of the song:

The green sky above, the winds whispering of tears
Fall asleep in along winding road

Yearning for a place that looked vaguely in memory
Like the wildflowers that disappear and the longing for the sky that lay

You, you are the sky that filled with flowing dream
You, you are the star that raise and fly
Yearning to walk in the closed dreamy road


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This song represents my feeling for these few days...the lingering feeling of sadness...it doesn't go away...no matter how i try to ignore it...

Or maybe it was never away in the first place...just buried within my heart...and trying to ignore it by working and studying non-stop...

But now...

The feeling of sadness...

Xin ♡




Thursday, June 9, 2011 ; 8:12 PM
❥{it has been a long time...

It has been a long long time since i updated my life...

Well...life is screwed for me as usual...

Its even more screwed up now as i am doing my summer research...

No reactants...nothing for me to start...and i have to submit a full report and a poster by 25th july...what a "wonderful" life isn't it...haiz...

Wouldn't have taken summer if i have known what the outcome is...and neither would i want to take summer 2 if i could clear all my AUs on time...i guess still have to blame myself for being too dumb...and slow...

Last night saw my grades for the sem...and its worst than last sem...totally pulled down my gpa though i finally saw one A...has been a very long time since i saw it...but then overall terrible to the max...and in conclusion...my results has a bell curve...from A...to Donkey...T_T...haiz...but then still relieved that i manage to pass through another sem safely though lousier...


Now i can only hope for the best...and pray that my summer can get an A to pull up my gpa...just hope that i won't get a toilet paper when i graduate...


Will update more when i come back again...going to hide myself under my pillows till my reactants come >.<


Xin ♡