♫ Xin ❤
~Xin Xin World~
  


♥☆ Thursday, May 27, 2010 ; 12:30 AM ☆♥
❥{I PASSED EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!! =D

ITS A MIRACLE!!!!!!!!


Its really a miracle!!!


Just saw my results...and...I PASSED EVERYTHING!!!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!


Passed the most grrrrr module...maths and...214!!!!!! weeee~


But then overall cgpa did not improve...erm...should say drop slightly compared to last sem....cos of two ugly grade that i got...and others also didn't do well eventhough tot i would be able to get better grades....sianzzz


But oh well...


Although have a lot of donkeys and coconuts...but what can i ask more but to pass everything~...and its like really a big step ahead for me...to be able to pass everything...even the most nightmarish 214...


Although sadden that my gpa did not improve...but its really a miracle for me already...and i am happy that i can be promoted to year 3...having nightmare on and off that i keep on being stuck in year 2...but well...everything is over now!!!!!!


Going to chiong harder harder harder next sem!!!!!!!
Xin ♡




♥☆ Wednesday, May 26, 2010 ; 9:15 PM ☆♥
❥{less than 3 hours to the reality...

Less than 3 hours to go...


And really trembling in fear now...


Around 8pm K.M called me to tell me about a horrible news...that around 10 ppl failed 214...alamak...K.M hor really...grrr...suddenly call me to scare me until i keep dropping my stuff while da-baoing at pioneer...


Now really trembling with fear...and praying really hard...really really hard...that i can pass my maths and most importantly 214....i dun wanna retake that irritating module le...dun care how low i get...just hope for a pass and move on...so is maths...


But then knowing that i did extremely badly for 214...i guess will just either get Donkey or get...*touch wood*...NOOOOOO!!!!!


Praying hard...really hard...


Just finished my porridge that i da bao back hall...i guess will go and nap for a short while...then will see the results of judgement day...>_<

Xin ♡




♥☆ ; 4:12 AM ☆♥
❥{less than 20 hours to go...

Less than 20 hours before the release of...the...the...AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Didn't know that the results will be release so soon~ gosh~


Although my friends told me quite a number of time...but i kept forgetting and tot it will only be release like next month...until i saw a facebook status just now talking about release of result...then i stoned a bit and got a bit shock....


Gosh~~


Hopefully i can pass everything...


Pray hard...that i can pass everything....


Counting down...3...2...1...BOOMZZZZZZZZZZZ >_<
Xin ♡




♥☆ Tuesday, May 25, 2010 ; 1:11 PM ☆♥
❥{today seems to be a better day...

Now taking a short break before going back to lab to continue with the reaction


Today seems to be a better day...


And everything that i feared about...faced them upfront and not run away...


Although still things between monster and me are still not good (we are not even talking to each other unless we need anything from each other)...but oh well...the monster is not my mentor anymore...so dun really care about what weird action or things that she wanna try to do...


And yup my mentor now is 10 times better...although strict (well afterall is prof...)...but really much much better and i get to learn much more and be more independent and try out a lot of reactions and things on my own (cos prof is not always free but will always pop by to help me and teach me...cos i am so blur...and yea...clumsy >.<)


This morning BR also pop by my lab while i am doing my TLC to chat with me a bit (cos he wanna run away from his mentor...ahahaha)...yea~ BR is back from japan and yesterday also had a short lunch with him...well we chatted for quite a while during yesterday lunch and he told me he is quitting his cca liao...his japan trip is like his farewell trip le...ooooo~


And unexpectally met quite a number of people in canteen today during my lunch time when i went out of lab...


First saw Ian and his friend at can B walking towards the bread store (i think)...hmmm...


And now here comes the funniest part...


Also saw lemon eating, so we scream out to each other to eat together while i am queuing up for western, and then suddenly someone blocked my view of lemon while trying to talk to her from afar...and started to shoo the "stranger" and "excuse me" to him so as to see lemon better...


And unexpectantly...that "stranger" is HS...didn't realise it until i shoo him the second time...then i got a bit shocked but oh well...dun really wanna say much liao so yea lor...didn't talk to each other at all (except me shoo-ing him that part...lols)...


And while eating with lemon, also saw another unexpected person...my poly electronics lecturer! We both recognised each other and say hi...but i guess she is rushing for lunch so yea...the hi is the only thing we say to each other...wanted to look for her to talk with her but oh well...time to go back to lab and she also dunnoe went where to eat liao...so...yea...


But wonder how come she is in ntu and not sp...she came here to teach? Or came here to attend course or seminar...strange~


Oh well...thats all for this morning episode...a lots of unexpected and cool things happened today...


Hopefully today whole day will be happy day and the cool and happy days will continue for my whole summer research =)
Xin ♡




♥☆ Sunday, May 23, 2010 ; 10:23 PM ☆♥
❥{frightening tmr...

I know that i did the rite thing in order to be able to survive the next few months...


Yet...


I still have this heavy stone and fear...of what will happen tomorrow after gaining courage to fight against the monster on friday...


But still...i know i should be braver...and should not run away from difficulties...


Yet i am really afraid of what might come...and what might happen...


As i think of it more...i got more frightened and feel like not going to school anymore until the term start...or just run away from everything...


But i know that running away will not solve anything or make problem disappear...the monster will always be there...the fear will always be there...and i have to face that fear or i will never be able to break through the wall that i have formed these few weeks...


I have stand up for myself...


But why do i still feel...so frightened...


I have to be brave...


To face what have to come tomorrow...


Although feel like taking MC and hide in my bed...


But i still have to face what have to come sooner or later...


Its just a few more weeks to go...


I can do it...i will do it...or everything that i have persevered and fight for will come to drain...and everything that i have tolerated until now will be gone...


Tomorrow will be the day...and really hope for strength and courage to face them...
Xin ♡




♥☆ Friday, May 21, 2010 ; 12:05 PM ☆♥
❥{finally i cannot take it anymore...

Finally i cannot take it anymore...


Its the one last try...


But its still the same...and nothing changes...


The monster is still tormenting me nonstop...


I have enough of everything...


I really have enough of the mental torment everyday nonstop...


Tears start rolling down nonstop for the whole day...


Tried hard to hold it back...


Have no idea where to hide or what to do...


But really its tormenting...


Everyday its just nightmare and torture...


But i can only cry secretly...


Not being able to say anything...


I can't take it anymore...
Xin ♡




♥☆ Tuesday, May 18, 2010 ; 7:39 PM ☆♥
❥{the rain is just like how i am feeling...yet i can't express...

Just reach hall after da-baoing rice and bread at pioneer after a long day of mental tortured...today is the worst compared to the past few days...


Its really frustrating...to the extend of feeling tears falling out...yet i bite on and refused to let my tears fall out...yet the anger is burning in my stomach...but i can't express it out...its really...somehow to the extend of feeling slight stinging feeling in my heart...


I can only be silent...and swallow everything...


I can only try to hope that time will run faster...and freedom will come...


Why does this happen...


What can i do to stop this mental sufferings everyday...
Xin ♡




♥☆ Monday, May 17, 2010 ; 10:18 PM ☆♥
❥{badly tormented...badly seeking for a good rest...

Super sleepy...but have to work until midnight today...


Only slept for 1.5 hour in the morning before rushing from home to lab...spend almost every night trying to search for literature that monster want...*stomping foot*...but until now couldn't find any good literature...


Haizzz...dozy~


Alrite here is summary of what i have been doing for the past few days:

- Literature looking everyday and night...

- Went for my good friend Angie de 21st Birthday Party on Friday last week (Happy Birthday Angie! Hugs~!)...Went to her friend's condo function room at Queenstown to celebrate her birthday...my present for her...a handmade hang on the wall kind of display that i stitch for her...hope that every day is a happy day for her...and that we will always be friends forever~

- On my way to Angie's birthday party...i once again got lost (zzz...as i have predicted few days back...my sense of direction is really getting =.=""...gosh~)...tot another of angie's friend H.M will be going also but end up she went m.i.a...so have to go myself...but in the end...i tot the circle line to buona vista has open...can reach queenstown within 20 mins...but when i reach marymount...I stoned there for like whole 10 mins cos...the terminal is marymount...where is buona vista?!? Then I quickly message my another friend Y.C who have already reached the party and he quickly called me up and told me a jaw-breaking news...buona vista circle line is not opened yet...and my jaw almost fall rite off =.=""...so end up i took the red line back to bishan and all the way to queenstown...at first should have reach the party latest by 6.50pm or 7pm...but i end up there at 7.40 pm...spending 10 mins trying to get to the condo (and i unknowingly took the longest walk to the condo =.="")...how road-dumb can i be =.=""...ZzZzZz~

- Sleeping for the whole day on saturday (ah~ sleep~ oink~...)

- The next day amount of sleep is greatly reduced to 1.5 hours (ouch~)...

- Today once again is tormented by monster...

- Now...still looking for suitable literature and also reading up for tomorrow nmr training and also lab procedures to reduce the chances of getting tormented...(in the meantime dozing on and off...T_T)

- Tomorrow will be another continuation of torment...torture...and nightmare~(Pray that i can pass everyday smoothly...)


Yup thats all for these few days...and tomorrow...since i think i will be too gg-fied after the whole day...


Haizzz...now i can only count down to freedom and release from torment...but didn't really regret cos i get to refresh myself with a lot of lab technique which i have forgotten or not familiar with...but in a much tougher way i guess...haizzz...i think somehow i found myself another deep hole and i jump rite into it to get buried...gosh...but oh well...a painful but enriching experience to learn from...


But somehow...still a bit sad that why didn't i choose a research which i am more confident in...haizzz...but oh well...good things bad things will pass soon...and everything is something that i can learn from...


Hope that tomorrow and everyday will be a better day~ >_<
Xin ♡




♥☆ Wednesday, May 12, 2010 ; 3:11 PM ☆♥
❥{flu+and head blowing up...

Gosh...had flu...now waiting to see doctor...waiting time approximately 1 hour...luckily brought my laptop with me to lab today...so now went to the canteen to sit around and do some research and typing while waiting to see the doctor...


Managed to get early off cos mentor need to leave early...so might as well chase me out...


Haizzz...


Today once again i see the real faces of people...really cannot judge book by its cover...


Although some people that i know seems really nice initially...but after knowing them for sometime...or even for a day...for example...my mentor...and some other people...they can be really scary and bad...


Haizzz...


Is it human nature to torment people who is blur and not so clever...or is it because i have the magnetism to attrack black hearted ppl to torment me...


Or is it because like someone said...i am too easy to be seen through...as in...that i am simple-minded...and really only know how to walk straight and dunnoe how to be flexible...thats why its easy to know what i am thinking just from how i speak...


This is really tormenting...haizzz...


Got 3 more months to go...


Just have to work more harder...


And pray hard that everything will be better...>_<
Xin ♡




♥☆ ; 2:12 AM ☆♥
❥{bye bye beloved room...hope that i can see u next sem~

Doing my last laundry in my beloved hall...will be officially moved out in the morning...


Bye bye beloved room...hope that i can see you again next sem...hug hug...sobzzz..


Really starting to miss my room badly...


Its like...yar...a year in room...everything is so familiar to me already...even if i close my eyes...sleepwalk...i will still know where i am going...or where are the places located...


Just hope that i can get back my room the coming sem...and just stay put forever...or try all means to get bad my room XD


Oh well...time to sleep now...tomorrow have to move last few bags out of the room before 9am to return the key...


Hope...that i will see you again room~ >_<



Xin ♡




♥☆ Tuesday, May 11, 2010 ; 10:59 AM ☆♥
❥{in a state of horrendous shock...

Just came back to hall after going to get my new hall de room key...


And basically...


I am in a horrible shock rite now...


Really super horrible shock...


As in...


As compared to my old beloved room...the room which i will be moving to today is like for POW de...oh my tian...i wonder how does a person able to live in this room de whole day...gosh...i think most probably will spend my whole night in lab then go back hall bah...at least the desk outside the lab is more decent...gosh...


Well...taking a short break after trying to look for my room just now...got kinda lost...for half an hour...gosh...my back is starting to ache now...not a really good sign...


Going to take a bath and later will start moving everything once parents drove the van over to the hall in one hour time...yar...our own van...


Yawnzzz~
Xin ♡




♥☆ Monday, May 10, 2010 ; 10:53 PM ☆♥
❥{night shift..

Working night shift now...


Super night...from 8pm to midnight >_<


Not scare of the dark actually...but is more scare of what is crawling in the dark...eeeee~ >_<


Oh well...


Today super long day...and really exhausting...or should i say brain consuming...just less than 4.5 hours and my brain is gg-fied...so went straight to nap once i reach hall in the afternoon...


Oh rite...now a short summary of today's de summer research:


Basically today i spend the whole morning waiting for prof to find suitable research for all the summer reearch students (total of 8 students)...and very sianz i am the last one of the list...so have to wait from 10 am to 12.30pm for my turn...haiz!


After which when its my turn...prof and mentor start discussing on what topic to look up on...and i am kinda stoning there cos they sound like talking Greek...or have i landed in some other alien planet...everything sound so alieeeennn to me...haizzz...


After which mentor start to bring me around the lab...telling me some stuff such as what to do...where to do...and what to get those sort of stuff...super stress as she started asking me to do all sort of calculations...which as everyone knows...i hated!!!!!! ZZZZZ...hated anything got to do with calculations or anything got to do with numbers...


And the research lab seems so...erm...small and...erm erm...different from the teaching lab...cos in the teaching lab...can find everything very easily and the lab is clean and have own fume cupboard...but over here...its squeezy...small and...eee~


Oh well...have to learn to adapt to all sort of environment bah...but still...kinda...eee...and also have to do a lot of mental work such as mechanism and looking for procedures for different materials that i need...which is...oh my tian...have given everything back to 113 and 213 lecturers le...zzz >_<


Gosh...got to do a lot of reading up...and lots of self research of journals...hope i survive this summer...>_<


Xin ♡




♥☆ ; 8:18 AM ☆♥
❥{summer research day 1

Summer Research Day 1:


Today is my first day of summer research...and i didn't sleep at all!!!!!!!! T_T


Not that i am too excited...since i have always been doing lab work since poly days...but...my roomie de friend invaded my room cos she came to sleepover (i didn't even know her sia...)...but they woke up super noisy early at 6++ and made noise until like 7.30am...and i only slept like 5 plus, 6am this morning...intending to wake up only like 9 am...but then...RAWR!!!!!!!!! I got woke up like 3 hours in advance...What the BEEP BEEP!!!!!!!


ZZZZZZ...wanna chase her friend out but cannot...since they got camp and her friend need a place to sleep for few hours...and somemore she is sleeping like next to the door with her plastic mattress that she brought over...super zzzz...i wanna go out also have to think of a lot of strategy to open the door...zzzzzzzzzzz


Later have summer research...and now i might have to drink coffee to wake myself up...drinking coffee for the third time in my life...GRRRRRRRR...cos dun wanna fall asleep at my first research in uni...(first time was because wanna try the taste of coffee and its free...lols...second time is cos my friend was doing some project on coffee thingy for hw102a...lols)


Well...i guess will take another short nap...will update my first summer research day later in this post...hehe~
Xin ♡




♥☆ Sunday, May 9, 2010 ; 9:46 PM ☆♥
❥{To all mother!

Just came back to hall from my grandma de buffet dinner...


Kinda tired...erm...basically nothing much there except to eat...


Tomorrow will be the first tiring day of the vacation, my summer research will start...


I guess i will be posting a lot of summer research de stuff here bah...


Lols...


Just now mama also called me on the train...lols...calling me piggy and whether did i overslept my stop..as she expected i should be fast asleep once i step onto the train...>_<


Lols...yea...super sleepy cos spend the whole morning watching korean drama...and only slept in the morning for a few hours before heading to my grandma de buffet dinner...>_<


Hmm...maybe tonight will sleep early...


To all mother in the world...


HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!! =)


To mama,


MaMa Happy Mother's Day!!! =)
Xin ♡




♥☆ Thursday, May 6, 2010 ; 11:49 PM ☆♥
❥{These few days really time for me to grow mold...mold...

Just now saw my results for hw102a...and informed everyone also...br...yl..a.w...


And we have improved compared to our proposal!!!!!! Weeeeee~ =)


But sadly is my individual abstract didn't do as well as the report >_<


But then okie la...when it has been so many years since i really write up an essay...its a good start =)


But overall...should be quite good bah (thank God...)


Spend the whole day today (actually no la...spend like 3 hours) trying to pack my stuff...already pack one box of books and notes up le...still got a lot more to go...oh my tian...


Wonder how am i going to drag everything down on 11th may...i guess will start dragging in the morning bah...hopefully my back will not break apart...>_<


Review of how i have been spending my day today and yesterday...basically after yesterday de bombing session...i went to sleep sleep sleep sleep sleep...morning got woken up by roomie de loud voice over the phone...so woke up at 11 am...then went back to sleep again at 1pm...then woke up again at 5pm to have dinner+lunch+breakfast with K.M...lols...she slept throughout the night and day and only woke up at 5pm...lols...then after going back to hall...sleep until 12.30am...lols...


Today roomie did not come back hall...so i spend the whole morning watching drama and anime and just randomly looking through the pictures that i have taken at the Singapore river...then went to sleep at 1pm and woke up at 7.30pm by mama de phone call...i think she knows that i have been sleeping and almost missed my dinner...cos when i pick up the phone she was like are u sleeping...u dun need to eat mehhhh...lols...


Then so off i went to da bao my food and some bread for tomorrow since i will be working the whole day...hmmm...on the way...suddenly feel super quiet as everyone and friends that i hang out with have moved out of hall...will be the only one left in hall...super lonely...so packed my "lonely dinner+lunch= lunner" at pioneer to go back hall to makan:



Lols...how nice...got my horoscope capricorn for my ice jelly drink from sweet talk >_<




So thats the end of my grow mold day today...tomorrow after work will be continuing to pack my stuff...next week will be a "back-breaking" and busy busy day since summer research start on monday and will continue until like end of july or early August...


So yupz...hmmm...i guess will go look for stuff to watch liao...(my roomie just borrowed my phone away to settle some relationship stuff...so cannot use phone...i wonder what happen...>_<)
Xin ♡




♥☆ Wednesday, May 5, 2010 ; 12:28 PM ☆♥
❥{my blood vessel suddenly just blow up...

My blood vessel suddenly just blow up...


After talking to someone...YES HS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Not because of being bangseh by HS today...although half of my anger told me that contributed to the anger also...


The worst part is...


I can't even get angry when i suddenly got bangseh by everyone who have said can help me a bit...what the beep beep logic is that sia...


CAN'T I EVEN GET ANGRY OR PISSED OFF WHEN PLAN IS NOT RITE!!!!!!!


Starting the bombing over the phone just now (long story)...


GRRRRR


Forget it...i am going to carry everything down and get squashed...


And just wait for beep bo beep bo (ambulance) to come lor...


Sianzzz...


Just have to try to slowly drag down my fridge and the boxes of stuff by myself...


Friends...yet none and nobody can help me just a little bit when i needed help at the most urgent time...
Xin ♡




♥☆ ; 5:09 AM ☆♥
❥{5.09 am...

5.09 am...


Still not able to sleep...


Is it because i am too depressed...


Or is it because suddenly my brain feels really light and empty...


Went to watch a new anime call Kaichou wa Maid Sama! episode 5 online at 3+am...super hilarious episode and really interesting one...which shows how woman can really be independent (to an extreme)...lols...


Then after which went to chat with K.M online...and also went to tag our pictures that we have taken yesterday at Singapore river and esplanade...and realise another two of my coursemates also went to the Singapore river area to walk walk...lols...which prove another theory that i have recently discovered...chemists thinks alike...lols...no wonder today went to a lot of places and end up many of my coursemates also went...super funny...


But somehow...still cannot brush away the misery of the paper yesterday...


Super miserable...


Haiz...


Just finished the last episode of Together 当我们同在一起...very very very nice...happy ending...which really is something i hope for also...which never seems to get...haizzz...


Hmmm...


Just realise later...might be going out...if someone still remembers....if not i would just continue to sleep until afternoon and after that will go to school to settle my summer research things liao...


But then according to my 2 years knowledge of that guy...95% confirm lots of excuses...5% maybe he is just random thats why remembers...but well...dun really care as much as last time le...i guess thats what it means what something keeps happening and slowly just got numbed by it and well...just treat it like "as a norm" kind of thing le bah...


I guess i might be going out to the lib in school or JP or somewhere random to grab some books or magazines to read while i am rotting in hall this week...and during the summer research bah...


Well...5,21am now...time to try to force myself to grab some sleep after a month of less than 2 hours everyday sleeping pattern...


Nitezzz...and good morning! Lols!
Xin ♡




♥☆ Tuesday, May 4, 2010 ; 11:04 PM ☆♥
❥{totally chop up...but thanks to friends who have gone walking with me...

Today totally chop up by my last paper...i am killed...totally killed...and roasted...


Fried from inner to out...


Haizzzz...


Why does this happen eventhough i spend days and nights trying to understand everything...in the end got killed by carelessness...


WHY IN THE WORLD IS MY BRAIN MADE OF...HOW COME I CAN'T DO A SINGLE THING RITE...


Haiz...


After the paper...i was completely in a daze...dunnoe where i should be going...and keep talking lots of rubbish...and bump into Ian...whom i at one moment tot dunnoe who is he...really serious traumatization...but luckily there are people around me who can make me laugh for a moment...K.M, C.W., and K.K...super funny group of people...


Short review of today's outing:


We went for lunch...though i only ate one vegie curry puff...dun have any appetite to eat at all...


Then after which we decide to go out in a group to sight-seeing (although K.K and C.W are a bit being dragged by K.M to come with us...lols)...


While K.M went back hall to bath, K.K and C.W went to my hall and used comp to play castle age...while i went to take a short shower to freshen up my mind...


And then...the torment of waiting comes...3 of us waited like 3 whole hours for K.M...trying hard to contact and spam her phone but nobody pick up...K.K and C.W slept for 2 whole hour on the table while i continue to try to spam call K.M...but to no avail...so we assume that K.M might have just went back hall...saw her bed...and "pom" went to sleep...so in the end we went to JP to shop around and the guys accompany me to look for bag and shoes...


Around 3.30pm after we finish our whole JP walk...K.M finally called (oh my tian...3.5 hours...)...but the guys are too sianz and sleepy to go out to walk le...(though i feel like going back hall to sleep also...super tired)...so in the end the two guys went back home...and me and K.M went to city hall to walk as planned (with my mind completely in a daze from traumatisation and long waiting)...lols...


Here comes the fun...i guess pictures speaks more than words =)


Before the guys left we went for walk walk around JP..



.So cute rite...saw it at ntuc hypermart in JP...



Finally reached the destination...both me and K.M...



Randomly walking around...



And saw a lot of shops there selling lots of cute stuff~ the ice cream very real rite!




Then after that went on to esplanade...wonder how come there are so many trash bag and display made of gabbage...hmm...




After which we went on to buy some food and went to Singapore river to have picnic! Super relaxing and cooling! =)




After our lunch went on to walk around for sightseeing and to see merlion! =)




And then after 1.5 hours of walking we are tired and both of us sat down by the roadside stone bench, K.M resting on my lap while i look over at the river...thinking about things and trying to calm my mind..while watching the sky turn from blue to black...



After which we went to another short round of window shopping...then finally i am falling asleep while walking...so we have another round of eating before heading back hall






Although super super super tiring day (falling asleep even while i am standing on the train)...but super enjoyable and fun fun day to clear my mind of depression...hope to be able to go with my friends again for picnic or sightseeing...maybe night view this time...wanna see the night lights at Singapore river...must be really beautiful...


Will go and bath now...and will rest a while and upload more pictures on facebook before heading to bed...
Xin ♡




♥☆ ; 12:21 AM ☆♥
❥{one more today...and thats it!!!!

One more today...


One more today...


Just reached hall few minutes ago...(yea i know its late...lols)...


These weeks only went back home once...then came back hall late...hmmm...somehow kinda getting used to the lifestyle of being like u know...independent...free...


But then the bad thing is ppl are forgetting my existence in the house =.=""


Oh well...


But i love the smell of freedom...


Which is coming soon after today's paper...


Hope that everything goes well...


I dun aim high...i aim only a pass...


Praying hard...


For wisdom and guidance...
Xin ♡




♥☆ Saturday, May 1, 2010 ; 6:10 PM ☆♥
❥{the smell of freedom is sooo near~ yet the nightmare is coming closer...

The smell of freedom is soooo near~ yet the real nightmare is coming closer...AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Counting down...3 more days...


Yet...


I am not even half done...snap...


Dunnoe whether i can finish on time...gosh...


Now raining heavily...with ray of sunlights from the black clouds...


Feel cool...feel breezy...


Now with the air-con on...the whole room seems like it is calling me to go to bed...


ZzZzZzZz...sleeping all day long...ZzZzZzZz


Got to stop being such sleepy pig for the next 3 days starting from today!


Source of motivation: Have unlimited fun next week!!!!!!!!


Now is the time to fight against the real monster!!!!!


Armour up! Sword up! POWER UP!!!! BLOW FIRE!!!!!!!


BOOMZ!!!!!!!
Xin ♡