saw my results le...and...although kind of expected what my maths is...but really...cannot take it le...

My biochem...my favourite subject of all...also gone down the drain...really...what is going on with me man...what is going on with me...i tot that what happen this sem will at least not affect anything...but...it seems that it still have its side effects...i really...cannot take it anymore le...my results...

37.8...still haven't gone down...and i think it is slowly rising le...

I really have no idea what happen this sem...i mean...everything...really...i really....have to...be on lonely island...really cannot take it anymore...even my biochem...even my favourite subject...everything...everything....

I really have no idea what to do from now on...i dunnoe if i can still move on...i am really tired le...i am...really...tired...haiz...

My whole body is aching now...but what is aching most is mentally bah...i dunnoe if it is because i am too dumb and slow le...or is it because of...what happen...this sem...

There are too many things to speculate le...but in the end...the results will still be there...i can never change it...

I really have no idea if i can still...be like who i am...or maybe...i am just not...everything is so confusing...maybe i just have to stay in my lonely island...at least...all these might not have happen...at least...i can still strive on...

Tired...really...tired...if there is a machine to turn back time...i will learn to throw everything aside and focus on what is on my hand...my studies...but it seems that...nothing will change now...