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Monday, June 29, 2009 ; 1:30 AM
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❥{another emo post...haiz...
Haiz...emo...somehow just feeling really tired...really...really...tired...mentally...physically...and emotionally... Writing something rather emo in this post...somewhat reflect my feeling now... Finally overwhelmed by exhaustion... Suffocating with tiredness... Both physically...mentally...and emotionally... Heart full of the past and present... Trying to release them one by one... Losing target...goal...and smile... Floating aimlessly looking for something... Something that can bring the childhood smile... The childhood smile that is warm... Back into the little red heart... Trying to smile on the outside... But just can't bring the smile into the heart... Injuries and holes all over the heart... Tired of listening all the time... Tired of putting others before self... Really admired the smiles on photos... Wondering when will the smile really comes... Keeping oneself busy all the time... So as to occupy the time... Until the day when happiness comes... Surrounded with people... But heart in deserted lonely island... Maybe loneliness is the only option... To cover the holes in the heart... To be able to move on and long... Trying to find true self... The true self that has been lost... The once cheerful and bright self... Sealed deep into the heart... Slowly buried and lost far away... Walking alone on the road of darkness... Struggling hard to stay strong and brave... Until the day a glimmer of light... Breaking the road of darkness... Bringing the light into the heart... Xin ♡
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