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♥☆ Tuesday, July 28, 2009 ; 9:08 PM ☆♥
❥{finally warzone is silent for a while...

Haiz...finally enter warzone safely...finally can sleep without having to keep a lookout =.=""

I guess i am not really the type able to handle any war or fights...haiz...but somehow such events always around...Four days of war are really super tiring...exhausting and...scary...sometime wonder how come people just like to go into war...sianz...

Yesterday was gorilla's birthday...a bit paiseh that i am "emo"ing at the point of time...haiz...tried not to show it out but i guess hunger + lack of sleep really make me strengthless until not able to cover it up...

Saw a pet store selling hamsters and guinea pig...soooooo cuteeeeeeeeee...that point of short moment i just forgot all about my trouble...my favourite hammy and piggy and cute cute always manage to cheer me up...then emo back again when i leave there...T_T

And gorilla also didn't bicker with me...and tried to cheered me up somehow before he left...did laugh a bit over some jokes but then again start to "emo" back again...T_T...

Stayed around...walked around...sleep around...caught flu...cold...yar...

Then after that sneek in to the warzone...yar...still on-going war...i guess only gorilla know about this...only...haiz...

Feeling super tired...really need sleep...but how to sleep...and feeling super exhausted...

Then today went to school early to do some work...a bit dizzy on the way...but well...haiz...no choice bah...always tend to do a lot of things to numb myself...to the extension of no rest...just like what one of my interviewer said yesterday when i went for interview..."if u keep working...how about ur childhood? It seems so sad..."...lols...i guess i am used to not having childhood le bah...

After that went to gorilla de room to borrow comp to print hall form...he told me that my brownies are tasty ^.^...although i didn't show it on my face...but when he said that i am glad that he likes it...he did mention whether i will make it for him again...lols...of course la...that recipe is formulated only for him leh...lols...but well...i just told him its one and only time nia...lols...ssshhh...ahahaha...but glad that brother gorilla like it =) (but then he mentioned about something chewy...lols...he said it was cheese...now i recall its the orange rind lor...how come taste like cheese...=.="")

And gorilla also lended me his ds...the games are super cute and fun...and indeed helped me to cheer up....cos the games are really cute...brother gorilla indeed is brother gorilla...and wanna thank gorllla for lending me...but someone just always never reply or reply late my messages...dunnoe why..."assumption activated =X"...but then he also tried to ask what happen...but yar...somehow mentioned to him...but well...didn't tell the whole story...cos emo land is full...lols...no need more "emo"ians...lols >.<...but somehow yar...

Oh gosh...i think gorilla might have seen the previous posts that i have blogged about erm...oh noooooo...oh well...bleah...>.<...but well...lols...somehow time will tell everything bah...time will be able to show everything in the long run...>.<

After which on my way back to my workplace...start to think a lot again...and suddenly sms gorilla to ask him about a metal door question which i kind of asked quite a number of friends and people...but nobody seems to be able to get the same answer as me...but then gorilla sms back the answer...which i got a bit stunned...cos he is the only one who is able to get the same answer as me...

Then after that slowly cheer up a bit at my workplace when i play around with my new colleagues...they are really nice and one particular guy is super funny and joker...lols...really cheered up a lot...and then i just think...no point running away...i should face my fear...face the obstacles and problems...so yar...i just went back to warzone...and somehow the war just temporary stopped...

Then after that returned to my sot sot joking pattern and somehow the warzone subsided temporary...i dun mind the pain or exhaustion or anything...yar...as long as i can make all those i cared for around me...family...close friends...happy =) 

I guess i will somehow describe the warzone a bit in my next post bah...in a very war war fashion...lols >.< (cos feeling extremely dizzy now...i guess i am not feeling well le bah...T_T) 

Going to sleep awhile now...super dizzy...i guess i will wake up later to play facebook and myzoo a while...lols...>.<
Xin ♡