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♥☆ Friday, August 28, 2009 ; 3:00 AM ☆♥
❥{EMO!!!!!! ANGRY!!!!!!!!

Super Emo...super angry...不服气!!!!!!!!!!!

That weirdo person won.....what de heck!!!!!!!!!!!!! If the other competitor won i can still understand...but that person??????????? WHAT DE HECK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My temperature suddenly rise up when i was about to go look for food...

And its raining heavily...super emo...angry...sad...confused...how come like this...T_T

Lost to the "c.n." by 4%...really very upsetting...haiz...if i lost to someone who is pro and talented i have nothing to say...but to this person? To someone i think only go into the comm for the sake of hall? Goodness...super angry and upsetting...

Today is the election day...a lot of people (including the group of us who are running together) were there early to print flyers...posters...etc...

When we went off to the lobby...i was shocked to see the situation there...the tiongs was basically grabbing anyone who walk past the lobby as if they are food...oh my gosh...do they have to go to such extend...?

Haiz...and my fever is still going on and off...but still have to struggle on...i really wanted to go into main comm not for the points but to experience being in a team...helping out with the school club like i always did when i am in secondary and poly...

But i really didn't expect over here the situation can be so bad...and really didn't expect our students to be so scary...as in our school are new...but really didn't expect the club to be so scary...i still remember my seniors who had joined before in the 1st, 2nd and 3rd committee told me how peaceful and fair the election was...but it seems like it has changed...

From this i saw the dark side and scary side of school club...have always heard a lot about such clubs...a lot of bad things about such clubs...but didn't realise how scary it can be...and how unfair it can be...

Fighting...snatching...begging...all sorts of weird things..."c.n." wearing low skirt and sexy clothes...trying to grab votes using all sort of pattern...i mean...this is very scary...

Its really out of my characteristic to even go into such fighting...but i tot it at least can be a peaceful ones like i used to join in the past...but it isn't anymore...

I guess i have to rest well now to recover...
Xin ♡