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Thursday, August 20, 2009 ; 10:05 PM
❥{i have to avoid...

Things are getting weirder between me and him...yes..."erhem"...

Things are just fun and normal with our random quarreling and bickering few weeks back...but suddenly...when i met him today...he was like...how to say ar...cold...scary...dark...

Today was having my food lab...so went there earlier to pop by the 15 lab to ask my friends a bit about the lab exp...

Then saw "erhem" there...oh yar...his is thursday and not friday...hmmm...oh well...

But then he is kinda strange...weird...as in...he seems to have changed...as in...i dunnoe...is he avoiding something? Or he is just "不爽" me...i really dunnoe...haiz..whats wrong man...what is wrong...always hot and cold...hot and cold de...super grrr...

Then when he came out of the lab...i just explode and asked him "whats going on man...what is wrong...?"...But he keep saying nothing...but i just know...something is really wrong...

When i look at his eyes...i wonder...am i looking at the person i knew...or has he changed...its kinda scary...

But it is him leh...i mean...yar...but the feeling is different...as in...i feel i am talking to someone i dunnoe...

The slightest thing can sometime detect whether one have changed or not...for example...today...i asked him to help me hold my lab coat for a while...and in the end...he dump it and let it drop on the floor (with ants climbing on the floor...oh my tian...)...If it were the him...the brother i knew in the past...he would not have done that...

I guess...he is no longer the brother i know le...i feel that he is trying to avoid something...but he just wouldn't say it...he is becoming scarier...and...i dunnoe...less sensitive...

I guess...i no longer really know him le...haiz...


Xin ♡