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Tuesday, September 8, 2009 ; 1:53 AM
❥{done my fav thingy...grocery shopping =)

Finally finished bathing...

Now blogging a while before i start to do my tutorial for mas 181 and 213...supposedly should have finished le...but...just now went to the tv lounge to watch 百万大歌星...so now...uh oh >.<

Lols...and before that at 8+ to 11+ went to do grocery shopping at ntuc in JP...my favourite past-time...hohoho...beep >.<

kekeke...just love looking around the supermarket...at the food...the nice nice food~~~~lols...

Bought some chocolates (which i have been deprived of for weeks because of my flu and sore throat...)...some ribena packet drinks...some snacks and bread...yum~~~~~

Then after which took bus back hall...during the journey start to recall about a lot of things...like why i chosen chemistry as my major...and also the interview that i will be having soon for my IT director...which...i dun even know whether can succeed or not or will i go through the same nightmare like during the elections?

Hmmm...i guess...everything is just a learning experiences...and i have to go ahead and take up the challenges...should never give up...if not...i will not be able to learn anything le...yup...

Hmm...thinking of which...suddenly feel like going to "erhem" blog to take a look...

Hmm...his blog post sound strange...only one sentence...

Oh well...i guess...according to what he told me in the past...and how the way he likes to behave...i guess maybe he got problems with his FT clique or his sch de friends bah...i guess...cos of previously also got the same case...and he also used the same sentence (yar hor...how come same sentence de...should change a bit mah...lols =X)...

Oh well...I dun really have any idea what is going on with him...and i dun really wanna know also...

Just that...a little thoughts from a old little lady (ehhhh...nooo...young lady!!!!!!...lols =X)...

Like i always advice my close friends...sometime its hard to let go...even if u wan...its hard...afterall...we are all human...

Though the best thing to do is to let go of unhappiness or troubles...but...u might in the end hurt or torture urself more...i have learn of many such experiences...gone through them several times while i am growing up...

But...why not...dun let go? Lols...Take it as an experience...learn to understand it...to learn from mistakes...if u can't see it...why not just take it as one of the memory...its never easy to let go...we might bury the memory deep in our heart and mind...but its still there...afterall what has happen has happen...

Take it as a learn journey...as a new chapter...and learn to change from it...to a better and stronger person...

Although we might say "yes i wanna let go...i wanna let go..."...but its always not too easy...in the end...we might become tired...lose our strength because of trying to hard to let go...

Like I always like to say...Let the river flow...ultimately there will be a way out no matter how difficult it is...I have been through the most difficult of all...nightmares...a lot a lot...but in the end...praying hard...working hard...believe in God...believe in urself...and at the far end there will be a candle lighted up to guide u...

Lols...ahahaha..yea...i sound really like a old woman le...oops =X

Ahahaha...ganbatte...got to chiong my mas 181 and 213 and lab reports X 2 le...ahhhhhh~~~~~~~~Ganbatte~~~~~~~~~~ >.<

Xin ♡