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♥☆ Wednesday, September 30, 2009 ; 2:48 PM ☆♥
❥{flash-backs...

Hmm...having quite a number of flash-backs these few days...haiz...making my emo state go to the deepest le...

These few days have been watching some quite nice programme and anime about friends...long lost friends...long time friends...close friends...companions...and makes me had lots of flash-backs about when i just entered uni...year 1 sem 1...year 1 sem 2...those are the periods where i have most fun and cool experiences...

Really miss the times during my year 1 sem 1 and sem 2...my best moments in uni so far...the moments to the marina barrage and also during HW111a last sem...super fun...make a lot of new friends...know a lot of new people...learn a lot of things...and most importantly have a lot of fun...

Lots of fun...new friends...cool friends...close friends...bickering friend...bickering...hmm...bickering...hasn't been talking to him since the start of this sem...i mean "erhem"...yar...not too sure what happen also...but just...no talking anymore...

Still kept in contact with all my friends...old poly friends...recently sec friends (eventhough my childhood is not that really cool...but i still keep the really nice memories deep in my heart)...

Something when i recall of the fun times i have during my first year...sem 1 and sem 2...will recalled the fun times and bickering or teasing parts with "erhem" (hmm though have angry and bad parts...but those are ones that i will forget easily...of cos because my brain is peanut size...not big enough to remember everything...so only remember the nice parts >.<)...he is the only friend i am not able to keep in contact with...the only friend i am unable to "yoyo" with...

Sometimes...sometimes...will miss the times when i bicker with "erhem" or tease each other a lot de moments...as friends...lab partners...close friends...makan friends...i really wonder what happen...what causes this friendship not to last? Sometimes wanna ask how is he doing...how is he and his mum...but...how? I guess i will only get a "What" or "Not free" from him as the answer bah...How do i even go about talking or chatting when the conversation would start off so tense and even to the extend of feeling angry (especially when someone just answered "What" as a start-off to the conversation...)...

I know that most people will say that maybe this is his style of talking...yes i got friends who are like this...but from the past that i know him...he would not start off this way...instead "yoyo" like i always like to say or "hey"...but not anymore...i guess we are just stranger le...which i dun even know what causes this to happen...seriously dunnoe...everything was just fine until one day just...became like this when the sch sem start...really a big big question mark...

Dun get mistaken...i treated him as my lab partner (although ex de...lols...)...my close friend...and is like my big brother(since he is the only one who is able to bicker so well with me other than Log Log...lols)...and still remember some of the very funny moments and words that we say when we bickers...during labs...during our HW111a discussion...during our makan session...eventhough i always say that i will treat him as invisible or stranger...

But how do i do that when i already know him...and have been friends for a year...eventhough he has done many hurting things to me...but no matter what...he is still my friend...my brother that i used to tease with...no matter what happen...no matter how cold i wanna be...(no wonder Log log would call me a pighead...she is right...i am indeed a piggyhead...)

Few days ago while checking on my two camera de memory cards...realised that there are 5 photos that i have taken with him that i forgot to put on facebook...cos last time he still got gf...so the prata de i didn't post up...then after that we go to the serangoon there to makan de (which i didn't managed to makan cos the vegetarian shop closes early on thursday...sianz...)...where we took the photo on the bus and i pose a "wanna box him" pose and he look as if he got "boxed" by me...and also start of this sem de...didn't realise got these photos until few days ago while i am posting pictures of the mooncake festival thingy and also my CGS meeting de photos...then i realised these photos that in my memory cards...

And this also makes me realise one more thing as i am typing this blog...that i have found the games for ds lite that he asked me few months ago when i borrowed his ds and he borrowed my p-bun...and also managed to get monster hunter 2g for p-bun...but i guess...the photos and the games i just kept aside bah...until one day...

I just hope for everyone to be happy...everyone that i know...everyone that i care for...to be happy...to make them happy...

Anyway...this blogpost is just some little thoughts and flash-backs that i have after watching those about friends friends de programme on tv and anime...>.<

Time to continue to work le...lols...oh yar...lols...AW is back from KL...(and i forgot to return him some lab thingy...)...and he said he got a souvenir from KL...XD...i wonder what is it...(Is it that krispy cream thingy that he put on his msn nick =.="")...lols >.<
Xin ♡