♫ Xin ❤
~Xin Xin World~
  


♥☆ Monday, September 21, 2009 ; 6:03 PM ☆♥
❥{hopes that tmr never comes...

How i wish that tomorrow will never arrive...

How i wish that there is no more tuesday or "tomorrow..."...

Losing confidence as time slip by...clock ticking...time flying...towards tomorrow...tuesday...

Maybe i should have just given up and quit school...

Maybe i shouldn't be here at all...

How come my brain just dun work...how come my brain just dun absorb the reagents and mechanisms for tomorrow's test...

Maybe its an indication that i am exhausted...

An indication of "just give up"...

Tomorrow is the organic chem test...the nightmare i always cannot erase since last year when i failed all my organic chem test...all...

And now...as i force my peanut brain to absorb whatever it can absorb...i am afraid what might come out in tomorrow's test...alien synthesis...

Oh My Tian...

Feel like just tomorrow go to the office and say "i wanna quit"

If one day i disappear from school forever...would anyone still remember me? Would anyone still know my presence or existence?

Feel like i am reverting back to my old self...the self...that is forever in a lonely island...away from the world...away from...happiness...

The self...that is never happy...the self...that is always silent...with only works and works filling up the heart...

Maybe i should have just stayed there forever...What should i do...? Would i even be able to go through this year...?

I am drowning...

Help....Help...

Praying hard...trying hard...
Xin ♡