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Wednesday, October 28, 2009 ; 4:37 PM
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❥{haiz...haiz...
Haiz... Now working... Seeing people in and out of the office...with laughter...smiles....suddenly...black cloud start to gather above my head... Feeling lonely...alone...lonely... I wonder why i feel this way... Seeing all my friends in a bunch...in groups...in pairs...in couples... Feel even lonelier and...alone... Dunnoe why...whenever i sees happy pictures...group pictures on facebook...or just in class or lectures see people joking with their friends...it just makes me...even lonelier... Sometime i just try to force my thinking into outer space..as if i dun exist...so that i will treat everything as illusion...as if i am sleeping...everything is a dream...maybe it will just make me feel better... But i guess its not going to help... While typing...*banging head*...suddenly tot of some things which i dun really like to think about...but it just came rite out of my mind...some stuff that happen in the past...and also recently...haiz... I guess...something is really wrong with me... Maybe i have broken down? Maybe... Haiz... Xin ♡
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