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♥☆ Tuesday, October 20, 2009 ; 9:32 PM ☆♥
❥{i fail maths again...

I just taken my maths today...

And...

I failed it again...

Out of all the 5 questions...i know...non of it...inverse function...parametric function...heaviside function...i dunnoe...i dunnoe...

Feel like crying...but just...no tears is coming out...wondering aimlessly until i reach biz library...met up with my mas friend...but not to let him worry...just have to put a smile...saying that its okie...i am numbed already...but...am i really numbed? Or am i too sad to feel anything...

Suddenly feels as though the whole world is turning...i think i am getting dizzy...

But still need to thank Ian (my mas de friend) for helping me before the test...thanks...

While typing this blog...start to rain outside...just like how i am feeling now...raining in my heart...haiz...



I guess I am really very dumb...haiz...failing everything again and again...

I guess i just have to wait for ppl to chase me out of my sch...

Haiz...

Emooo....T_T

Just now when i went back hall saw a yellow paper on my desk...about hall de thingy...saying whether to move out or not during vacation...

Super blur...dunnoe what is that since i never stayed in hall during my 1st year...asked around...ended up asking "erhem" since he stayed in hall most of his time...hmm...then he asked me to call him to clarify further...finally clear le...

At the same time...also asked him why he emo...as in his blog and status so emo de...(eventhough i am so depressed at this stage of time...why am i worrying for him when i feel like banging my head into the wall le...strange...)...

But anywayz...he kinda erm...say to graduate together at the end of the 4 years...but...lols...maybe i just be the guest during the graduation ceremony...cos i might still be retaking my modules...T_T...cannot graduate...can only pass the graduation bear bear to my friends and congratz them...sobzzzz (as i think...the nightmare get scarier...T_T...i dun wan it to come true~~~~~~)

Haiz...i guess...i am stuck in the small and tiny emo land forever...

Forever~~~~~~~~sobzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz T_T
Xin ♡