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Saturday, November 7, 2009 ; 1:25 PM
❥{accidentally bang myself onto the bed side...

Hmm...

Ouch...last nite accidentally bang myself onto the edge of my bed while walking to get something from my cupboard...ouch...feels as it my whole leg going to fall off like that...gosh...T_T...

I think i got too many things on my mind...thats why bah...wonder why on earth would i bang myself onto the edge of the wooden bed while walking...=.=""

Anywayz...

Okie la...

Although last nite still super depressed...but yup...managed to control my tears...it didn't came out...lols...

Listened to some of my fav music on my blog...

Somehow some of the songs are quite related to what i am feeling...

At some point was a bit overwhelming the depression...

So...pop into my bed...forgotten to shut down my lappy...poor lappy...hopefully it didn't get overheated...then went on to sleep...long sleep...

Slept for 9 hours + 3 hours in between last nite...okie la...my back still aching though...i guess it could be a sign on stress...

Dun really care about what happen already...no matter its about the personal thing or what "erhem" did...

Promised Ian that i will focus...focus hard on my upcoming impt things...

So yup...i am not thinking too much le...

I am reading...writing...learning...

But a bit headache with a list of things i dun really understand about some of my modules...

Gosh...

And time is running out...

Really feel suffocated as i count down the time...

Oh man...

Help~

(As i think...i got more hungry...bought a lot of vege snack and pea snack...whatever...i eat it myself...)

(I guess i am not blaming anyone...just blaming myself for being so stupid and dumb for keep believing...)

Xin ♡