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♥☆ Monday, November 2, 2009 ; 10:25 PM ☆♥
❥{haiz

I just dun understand is it that hard to keep a promise?

I mean...

Maybe its me...but its like...whenever ppl break a promise...its really very saddening and angry...its like...okie if say in advance still not too bad...but if its like...if forgot even after saying just like few hours ago...and didn't even give a call to say cannot make it...its really...super...haiz...

This is what happen just now..."erhem"...

Already promise to meet up in sch to pass the papers to me...but in the end silent...no nothing...no call...no nothing...tot he is still busy...so went to msn him...in the end...just reply me he wanna accompany his roomie...if cannot pass me...can at least tell me in advance de mah...already promise le...waited for him to settle his things...but in the end...i think he have already forgotten if i didn't say...

I know i shouldn't be angry...should be used to his pattern le...but still...its really angry...as in...when ppl promise...but no call...no nothing...silent...even if cannot...still silent...no call no nothing...its really super...haiz...emoo...

And i tot he knows my pattern...

And when met up with him...he still didn't treat me seriously...tot i am playing with him...

Obviously he dun treat my things seriously...i keep emphasizing but still...haiz...

And i even almost step on a lot of cockroaches when i am out of sch...and while walking to his hall...my goodness...all the lights are spoiled...can't even see anything...i am not scared of dark...erm...a bit la...thats why when i sleep at night wan to on small light beside me...then i can sleep...lols...but i am freakily scared with what might be lurking and crawling around in the dark...which i met a few...almost shock my life out...haiz...T_T...

Anywayz...

Today even got into a big fight...settled somehow...got what i wanna say somehow across...tot he should have understand already...but in the end...still...haiz...

Its like...i mean...i take small or big things very seriously de when it comes to promises...

Really very depressing...angry...and emoo...

Haiz...

(...Whenever i put more trust...through small things...always ended up disappointed..."erhem"...)

I guess this week de mugging session i dun even know if he still remembers...i guess when the day comes i shall see what happen this week...since he never really take my things to heart seriously...even when i keep emphasizing...

Haiz...emoo...

(...thanks for the papers...i promised to help for last week food chem lab and i will...)
Xin ♡