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♥☆ Tuesday, December 1, 2009 ; 6:43 PM ☆♥
❥{counting on food chem now >.<

Lols writing this blog in spms comp lab...woosh...super quiet in here...nice environment to study...hehe >.<

Hmmm just saw an email regarding my next sem de MPS812 Entrepreneurship...and haiz...now become GER core le...grrr...blocked my space that i can use for other UE or PE...haiz haiz haiz...wonder who will be taking same tutorials with me...going to look for some buddies to take same tut then will have super fun during tut...muahahaha...oops =X

Haiz...now a bit emo...

Over my cbc 212 inorganic paper just now...its like...how to say ar...the lecturer really very...haiz...forget to give us data booklet...forgot to give irreducible table...sianz...lols...but i think i will either just pass or fail this time le bah...cos completely dunnoe how to do the questions...i just let the river flow and write everything i can think of or guess about...haiz...

This sem de result will be another "chui" results for me...sianz...aiya dun care le...haiz...now counting on my food chem to help me up...i dun think organic will be very good for me this time also...haiz...too many reagents and mechanisms to memorise le...hopefully will get a B- at least...but aiming for a A for my food chem...hopefully...praying hard...real hard...>.<

Grrr...just checked my castle age (which i am now super addicted with...lols...)...and someone call "Lawrence" just killed my character...bite that guy la...lols...not that "Lawrence"...i guess is another guy...but i think all of them wanna chop me up bah...sianz...

Speaking of which...just before the exam when i reach there to look for my friends...wondering around...suddenly hear a voice...somewhere "scary" to an extend...lols...suddenly just spoke behind me...with his friends...shock me...lols...yar..."erhem"...(woosh this name is back again =X)...

Didn't say anything...even after exam also didn't say anything and i also didn't look at him...cos just feel very distant from him...as if i am just a stranger and he is also another stranger...and the way he look at me makes me feel more stranger...distant far far away...

Haiz quite sad that things end up in this way...didn't want this to happen but he just make it happen...so i just "let the river flow"...i mean...afterall...i treated him like my very close friend and brother...but does he see it in the same way? I dun think so bah...after all the inccidents...which inflicted holes in me...

Normally during the holidays i will plan and find my good friends out to makan or go walk around...will ask him also although know that he will say he got something on all the time...but just ask...afterall he is also one of my very good friend...but now...just...a feeling of stranger...which to a certain extend quite depressing...but i guess i am the only one feeling this way bah...probably he dun even feel anything since i am so "spare tyre"...

Okie dun wan to talk about it le...lols...just got shock by him before the exam and got attacked by someone with same name as him in castle age...

Two more days to freedom~ >.<

Food chem...organic chem...here i come!!!!!!!!! RAWR!!!! >.<
Xin ♡