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Wednesday, December 30, 2009 ; 7:12 AM
❥{devastating...

Haiz...devastating...haizzz...


Saw my results at 12.30 am...and it was like...indescriblable feeling of wanting to bang my head into the wall...and feel as if i am falling into the bottomless pithole...black...dark...bottomless...haizzz...really wonder why i am so dumb...why can't i even get a proper grade...


Really can't believe i got 2 Ds for both my core modules...i am really hopeless to the extreme...haizzz...really dunnoe what to do...haizzz...


Now is 7 am+ le...didn't sleep the whole nite...should be dun dare to close my eyes cos whenever i shut my eyes i will see my horrible results...really my results can go feed cockroaches le...


Didn't sleep the whole nite...later 10 am have to be at ndc to remove my wisdom tooth stitches and in the afternoon also have to accompany ah log to go to her school to register and also buy her new school attire...i think i will go bonkers today bah without any sleep the whole nite...


And now the Ds kep circulating in my head non-stop...WHY!!!!!!!!! really really devastating...really depressing...haizzz...


Now also listening to a anime song that i watch before the results are released...watched this anime the second time le...really nice to watch...somehow i think at some point of time i am feeling like how the female character feels...






I guess i will go and lay on my bed and close my eyes for a while to rest...


Haizzz...Emooo... T_T

Xin ♡