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♥☆ Monday, December 21, 2009 ; 10:13 AM ☆♥
❥{not emoing...really...just...wondering...

Almost finishing a anime of 26 episode...left with 6 episode to go...lols


While watching...suddenly tot of something...a conversation over the facebook with Ian yesterday...


I mentioned that...i wanted to be an umbrella...that can shield my family and close friends from the black cloud...from the cold rain...and from the hot sun...i wanted to be that umbrella that they can run to shelter themselves...


I'm not trying to be anyone or anything...its just that...being able to be with them when they are down...and to be able to make them smile...it really makes me feel...as in...to let them know that someone is always there with them...


Ian mention...that when i wanted to be an umbrella...but how about myself...if i also need a shelter...an umbrella...but...hmmm...never really tot of that qns...but after watching the anime...thats why i always like to watch anime...it makes my brain clearer...to do some thinking...just to be the umbrella...just to be with my family and close friends...just being there for them...it really makes me glad...someday i might be able to find my umbrella...but even if i am not able to find it...


"no one knows what's best...or what the future holds..."...to be able to do what i can do now...its the only thing that i can really do...to be able to do what i can do...


Lolss...i guess i am being toot toot a.k.a dumb dumb again...ahahahaha...not emoing... >.<


Ehhh...hmmm...lolsss...going to sleep...ahahahaha...hmmm...while helping Log Log to register for her course...suddenly realise that my results are coming out pretty soon...lols...i guess i will go bonkers on that day bah...but somehow will make it out bah...i guess... >.<


Hopefully i have helped my sis to make the right choices...hopefully my results can still survive...


I guess all i can do now is pray hard...and JiaYou in whatever i am doing bah...


Lols...oink oink...rawr rawr...sleepy...>.<...ahahahaha




Xin ♡