♫ Xin ❤
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♥☆ Sunday, January 24, 2010 ; 2:50 AM ☆♥
❥{confused...

Thanks for the really really late birthday ice cream gift...really really late...but still thank you...=)


Also did a lot of thinking also just now...although talk a lot...and everything that has piled up also talk liao...but some of the things still couldn't really say...i guess this is something i have to think and face alone bah...since i am always so blur...and especially...well...can only say some words are hard to say now...especially now...i will just keep it in my heart forever...


Will i regret...well...what has pass has already pass...time cannot move backward...so moving forward...have to learn to accept everything...no matter what happen...this is what i have to learn...


Although a slight feeling of regrets are there...lingering around...


But i guess this is something i have to find out by myself slowly bah...how to ask...as in...yar lor...some stuff related to what i should believe in...after so many things that have happened...around me...i really wonder whether i am on the right track in belief...or should i just become a free thinker...


Well just now just edited my facebook de info...


Its like...i am so shaky in my belief now...its really confusing at times...just now also asked mama what if i become a free thinker or decide to believe in other path...in the past if its last year mama would object...very strongly object in fact...and a lot of quarrel would just explode out...but now mama just say to do what i wan to do bah...since its my decision afterall...


But its still really confusing for me...


Maybe after thinking twice...thinking about everything...i guess i will become a free thinker...until one day i finally find a path that i can walk onto without shaking so much...and everything are smooth and happy...


Will i be able to find this path...will i be able to find the one i wan...
Xin ♡