♫ Xin ❤
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♥☆ Saturday, February 13, 2010 ; 4:19 AM ☆♥
❥{i guess just let everything be like this for now...

Still in hall now...lols can't really sleep cos went to nap for 3 hours just now...


Doing my own spring cleaning in my hall...woosh...my table is really in a big mess...and so is my closet...>.<


Okie la...a bit weird timing to do spring cleaning at 4+ am...when everyone is soundly asleep a blur pig here is doing her cleaning and laundry...lols...


Well...


I guess what happen yesterday at hw102a i will just leave it to be for now...let everything cool down first then see how...if what happen still persist on...i will just see what to do...


Sometime really wonder is it hard to just maintain a really normal friendship...sometime tease each other...sometime fight but after which everything will be fine...how come its so hard to just maintain such simple bond...


Why do things always goes wrong even if its just a simple thing...really nothing...but some just insist on others to give in to them without considering others feeling...isn't friendship means to help each other...to give and take...and to understand and learn from each other...or am i too simple or dumb to think that way...and thought that everything can be made simple and happy...


Trying my best to make all my friends around me happy...to maintain the happiness in our friendship...trying my best to work everything out...but in the end...i only make myself even more unhappy...and more tired....


Really getting tired over such things...getting tired over trying to maintain simple happiness and simple friendship...really getting tired over all these le...i guess for now will be alone everywhere...in lectures...during lunch...during breaks...


Really each time met "erhem" something bad will happen...zzz...not superstitious la...but super match de feeling...like morning got lab with him...then afternoon bad things happen liao (touching wood...hopefully the bad things will go away...)...


Oh well...what really went on yesterday i guess i will post it after chinese new year bah...for now just focus on whatever needs to be done and celebrate chinese new year...(although not really in the mood)...but well...afterall still something once in a year...maybe can make a new resolution on what i wanna do this year...


Just hopes for all the best...really hopes...


And hopefully everything goes well...hopefully the chinese new year luck luck will come...


Guess will be sleeping soon since tomorrow need to wake up early to go out...


Will be a busy day tomorrow~
Xin ♡