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♥☆ Tuesday, February 9, 2010 ; 9:29 PM ☆♥
❥{just came back from JP after a day of moodiness and feel like biting...

Just got back from JP after going for a food spree by myself...kinda random suddenly just zoom to JP myself to buy a jap instrument music CD and went to action city (my fav place) to see doll doll...then suddenly just randomly start a food spree...buying food everywhere i see...i guess due to stress and moodiness...make stomach just dun seem to be full all the time...haizzz...


Today is extremely moody day for me...after cbc 211...after a small conflict with A.W again...the rest of the day just feel as if i wanna bite people le...


Today also pon my maths tut to have a good sleep so to chiong the research for hw102a and also to continue plotting the really horrible graphs for my lab...kinda gave up on maths lec and tut le...haiz...dun understand a single that the lecturer and tutor is saying...


At first in the morning when i woke up is in a rather "okie" mood...then was late for lec and saw erhem with his friends...but well...i was late for lec...so quickly find a seat at the corner...and couldn't find my friends anywhere...after which during the break went to sit with br and a.w...but then the conflict start...and a.w. start stepping on my tail whenever he could...saying all sorts of really selfish and irritating things...and in addition keep asking me about erhem things...and keep talking all sorts of really really irritating stuff...and just keep on stepping my tail...


So from a nice piggy...i turned into a really moody bull-pig...super moody...and didn't talk to a.w for the rest of the day until the class end...then we walked off separately...just dun feel like seeing him...


Since the horrible thing that happened to me last few weeks...and a.w, br and yl know about it because of thousand times of threatening and forcing from a.w and br...and also erhem went to tell them during one of our meeting two weeks ago...a.w start to become really really mean at times...and really going overbroad and just keep on stepping my tail with his words and pushing me around eventhough i tried my best to tolerate and not to explode...


Now i have reached my limit le...not going to stand it le...


BOOMZ!!!!!!!


RAWR!!!!!!!!


MOODY!!!!!!!!


GRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Tried to make everything peaceful and everyone happy...but in the end some people just like to step my tail whenever they could...


Now if people are going overbroad and stepping on my tail...i am going to rawr and bite already...not going to be the nice piggy that people can throw and push around with le...going to be Dragon-girl and Bull-pig...biting whoever trying to step my tail and push me around...


And it will be my last time that i will tell anyone about my problem other than sistah who have helped me alot...cos i find it no point...eventhough some people know about it...but not only they didn't try to help...in the end they only use that and my weakness to keep stepping on me...and to push me around even more...


I am not going to say how i feel and what happen to anyone anymore...that incident will be my first and last that i tell anyone about my problem...


Oh well...


Didn't realise this sat was cny eve...mama called me last nite to remind me that its cny eve and to go home...but for some reason dun feel like going home...just wanna stay in hall...quiet...and calm...since i guess nobody will be in ntu or hall during cny eve bah...except for me...


I guess might or might not be going home this sat bah...but friday night will definitely be in hall to rest and just recharge and stone...lols... >.<


Gosh...just now eat mee goreng and now super thirsty...i guess might be too much MSG added from the store that i brought from JP bah...that mee goreng really is super salty and spicy...goodness...i think the horrible saltiness win over the spiciness...not going to buy from there anymore...if not really will get kidney failure liao...haizzz...just now no choice have to eat since already buy liao and dun wanna waste food...


Oh well...going to bath now...


Ouch...my back... >.<
Xin ♡