♫ Xin ❤
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♥☆ Tuesday, February 16, 2010 ; 7:30 PM ☆♥
❥{not good with designing poster...

Haiz...


Now still trying to struggle to know how to make a poster from photoshop...and its really really difficulty...much much difficulty than making a blog or website...haiz...i guess i am just not good in designing...really stress about the upcoming openhouse poster...cos need to design a good poster for attraction...and i am just going nowhere with my current skill of designing now...haiz...


Maybe next incoming year...will be going for another post which i think i am better at...secretary...hope that i can get the post...which i think i can do much much better than what i am doing now...


Sometime is really angry with myself...at how limited i am...and how limited my skills are with regards to anything...really really angry with myself...not being able to achieve more...and not being able to do more...


And getting tired with a lot of things...well supposedly i have promised myself not to think too much about anything with regards to home or school especially during the festive season...but just can't control...


Sometime just feel really tired with life...and with everything...


Have been flipping my notes those past few days...and i just dun seem to understand anything at all...mas 182...chem...


Haiz...


Now...i am feeling quite numb to a lot of things le...nothing really makes me jump or enthu about anymore...as time pass...can visualize myself in a small black corner...looking for a matchstick to light up my day...but no matter where i look...no matter how hard i find...just cannot find that matchstick...


Just moving on cos i have to move on...
Xin ♡