♫ Xin ❤
~Xin Xin World~
  


♥☆ Thursday, February 11, 2010 ; 12:41 AM ☆♥
❥{will be cold...

Still really angry over something that has happened just now at 8+ when i was doing my lab report at the comp lab in school...


Although it might seems small...but it is really ridiculous when i just get shoot for no reason...really really no reason...over the phone by some really ridiculous person...yes...erhem


What happen is like this:


Yesterday was an okie day for me although still feeling rather moody...but then during defence sci was sitting with sistah when a.w called me...then i saw br also came for defence sci! What a miracle...lols =X


Then was crapping with sistah a bit until the end of the lecture and went off to cbc nite to support the ppl organising the event since a few people i also know...saw sh, xl and jy there also who are the main comm of the main club...oh well...but then suprisedly also saw my senior qy there who will be performing a song...wow...claps X100!!


Then went to call up kk to jio him over since i remembered he saying that he will be staying in school late...then he reach le we continue to watch the programme...with professor dancing wonder girl song...woohoo!!!! BRAVO BRAVO!!!! My fav prof indeed =D


So after makaning with kk at the cbc nite buffet...we went off to comp lab to do our report...then suddenly realise my data got problem...no matter how much i calculate...i will get chlorofoam and benzene mixture to be more than 100%...to be exact 102%...my goodness...always have this problem of exceeding normal percentage since last sem de lab although i calculated everything correctly...


Then went to call up yl but she also got problem with her data...so no choice have to call up erhem...


And now the ridiculous part comes:


Asked him if he is free...he said he is at FT...so i say okie...cos my data got problem so was wondering if u can send me the data...so he say he coop from lx de...but i dun have hers cos last nite over msn transfer got problem so she wasn't able to send me...then he say he will not be back soon...so i say can u send me asap when u come back...


And he answered: "Dun be unreasonable can? Told u i am outside le..." with that bu shuang tone ...WHAT THE HECK!!!!! HELLO!!!!!!!!! I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING...JUST ASK WHETHER CAN ASAP SEND ME WHEN U REACH HALL...WHAT THE HECK WITH THE UNREASONABLE PART...REALLY RIDICULOUS!!!!!!!!!!! WHO IS THE UNREASONABLE ONE WHO WANNA SAY WHATEVER HE LIKES WITHOUT CARING ABOUT PEOPLE FEELING!!!!!! I may be cheerful and smiling, but i also have my limit...


Ask nicely ganna shoot...whenever i ask for help regarding lab report is either he bangseh, dun listen phone, or give me that attitude pattern...if he needs help then he become very nice...really have enough...of him treating people like slipper and not caring about people de feeling...my feeling...that i will also get angry and hurt...


When he feel like it he can be really nice...when he bu shuang he will just give attitude...then whats the point of being friend when treat friendship like playing game when seeing someone who is a friend in distress, not only didn't give a helping hand but further step on that person and not caring about people feeling using words...really really got enough le...


GRRRRRR


Forget it...no point getting angry over someone with heck care attitude...


And...starting to regret my decision...even mama, log log and sistah also said that i am too foolish...seriously...dumbo me...


Forget it...like what mama say...treat each obstacle and falling point as a learning point to learn more from mistakes...


Now going to do my lab report le...since i figured out what happens to my data le and is now trying to adjust everything...from where i fall...i will learn to stand...and to be more cold...


No point being nice when i am always getting stepped over...being nice to people but in the end...only getting myself hurt...


Getting bite once...not gonna return one bite...but going to return twice, thrice the bites....
Xin ♡