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♥☆ Monday, March 1, 2010 ; 5:43 PM ☆♥
❥{wonder what i should do...god help me...

Really wonder what i should do...really really wonder what i should do...



Firstly...i suddenly got a hall room...okie this is long story...previously have applied to sharing with a friend...and has been very happily staying in this hall...but suddenly...after a lot a lot of things have happened in between...i suddenly got offered a hall...oh my tian =.=""...and well...same hall...but dunnoe what room as i have not collected my key yet...


Now the nightmare part is...I am given a new place...which is like...oh my tian...and somemore i pay my friend already plus my sharing fee...now suddenly got a actual hall room...what should i do...could i still stay back in this room...my room...now really confused and frantic about what to do...


I guess tomorrow just have to stay calm...keep cool...and treat it like a debate competition...yup...have been through debate competition and major competition and also other big presentation for my FYP and events in the past from primary school until now...should be able to handle de...woosh woosh woosh~


But dunnoe why...just dun seem to be able to handle such thing anymore...as in those that need a lot of thinkings...i guess...might have spoiled my brain from too much in-depth thinking...lols...ahahaha...haiz...trying to be strong...as in...brave...but i guess i am just trying to laugh it off bah...haiz...


And today de hw meeting is...as usual...as in...just feel as though after each meeting...i got more sianz...and more unhappy...i guess...i can no longer find back the happy moment i once have in hw111...no longer...


I guess i just have to move on liao...really have to move on liao...although miss the happy moment...but they have passed...never will be back again...can only dreamt about them...but well...at least i get to experience them...and they are part of my memory...


But somehow just feel sad...and at many points...red alert...beep beep beep boomz!...trying my best not to explode...but sometime just...people just keep stepping and stepping eventhough i tried to remain silent to keep myself calm...haiz...


But well...next week is a terrible week...oh no no...should i say this week...tomorrow...is the start of the first nightmare that i have to handle...really nightmare...


But oh well...i will not give up...will not break down...i will fight for it...or maybe debate for it...lols...


Just hope that everything goes well tomorrow...just have to pray hard...really really hard...for the guidance and help from God...
Xin ♡