♫ Xin ❤
~Xin Xin World~
  


♥☆ Friday, March 5, 2010 ; 2:40 PM ☆♥
❥{in a mess...really upset...

Everything is in a total mess...my life...and my schoolwork...


Everything at home is not getting better...and its really sad i think of it...how come...why...a lot of questions just keep flowing into my brain...


Now have to somehow earn my own allowance...saving on whatever i can...and no longer can spend like how i used to do especially on food...


Really really upset...


And my maths is not getting any better...i tried my best...but it seems like i just can't understand...and my other modules also...


And my club...should i continue? Where can i go? What can i do...really upsetting...it seems like there is nothing that i can do...even when i think of something about what i can do...i will be pour cold water...not by other ppl...but by someone i know and good with...


Now the club is getting a new tee-shirt...but i have to save on it...so have to try to push it off...but it seems like everyone is forcing me to say a reason...say already they brush it off as if it doesn't matter...but in the end still forces me to say again...what is wrong man...wny keep asking me to keep say things that i am really sad with?


I am grabbing hold of the last motivation i have now...and i am slowly losing hold of it...


I will not give up...but it seems like i am not moving anywhere eventhough i tried my best...


Tears drip down silently in my heart...nobody knows it but myself...


Alone on the dark path...struggling to find my way out...


Will i be able to find a way out?


Will i be able to replace the tears with a real smile in my heart?
Xin ♡