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♥☆ Friday, April 30, 2010 ; 5:35 AM ☆♥
❥{well...after a sleep...feel that things are never the same...

Alamak...just now woke up at 3 am...and realise...i forgot to take out my laundry since 12midnight!!!!! KYAH!!!!!


So quickly ran up the laundry room...but alamak...as expected...my clothes ganna thrown liao...sianzzzz....have to redo my laundry again...>_<


And then also saw a really scary (i dunnoe if its alive or not...) lizard hanging by the wall with only one leg and the rest of the body just hanging there like u know...oh my tian...keep wondering what happen to it...


After a 3 hours of sleep...(which i sleepwalk back to my bed...and got a shock...lols)...suddenly tot of a lot of things...


Just now went to see someone's blog again...and reconfirm what i think of...


lion-mouse...is no longer my pet mouse anymore...


This is really sad...really really...sad...haiz...


Things will never be the same like it is during hw111 last year...where everything are so carefree...without restriction...


Can chat and say a lot of things...can talk about a lot of xin shi 心事...can have so much fun without having to think twice about what to say...cos basically can say anything and dun have to worry whether it will or will not affect another party...can go out and play without restriction...cos u are just u without anyone else...so can keep having fun for as long as it takes...


How come things can never be how it used to be...how come fun stuff...happy stuff...like what mama say...will never last...and i will have to once again go on a search for the fun and happy moments...which will not be that fun anymore...


When talking to mouse...mouse was looking at other things on hand...which is like...haizzz...i wanna get angry also hard...wanna scream also tough...haizzz...


And the worst part is the smile...that...eerie smile after looking at the phone each time...which confirms that mouse is not the old pet mouse i have for the past 1.5 years anymore...which really is...haizzz...


How come everyone just have to break that moments...of fun and happiness...why...haizzz...or is it because i am too greedy that i want happy moments to be there forever...i want pet mouse to be always my pet mouse...but it seems like it is running away le...once again...and again...haiz...once again having the sadness that i have when bun bun left me forever after 8 long years to a happier place in the sky...


I want a time machine...


So that i can always go back to the time...


Where there are the moments...


With so much fun and happiness...
Xin ♡