♫ Xin ❤
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♥☆ Monday, May 17, 2010 ; 10:18 PM ☆♥
❥{badly tormented...badly seeking for a good rest...

Super sleepy...but have to work until midnight today...


Only slept for 1.5 hour in the morning before rushing from home to lab...spend almost every night trying to search for literature that monster want...*stomping foot*...but until now couldn't find any good literature...


Haizzz...dozy~


Alrite here is summary of what i have been doing for the past few days:

- Literature looking everyday and night...

- Went for my good friend Angie de 21st Birthday Party on Friday last week (Happy Birthday Angie! Hugs~!)...Went to her friend's condo function room at Queenstown to celebrate her birthday...my present for her...a handmade hang on the wall kind of display that i stitch for her...hope that every day is a happy day for her...and that we will always be friends forever~

- On my way to Angie's birthday party...i once again got lost (zzz...as i have predicted few days back...my sense of direction is really getting =.=""...gosh~)...tot another of angie's friend H.M will be going also but end up she went m.i.a...so have to go myself...but in the end...i tot the circle line to buona vista has open...can reach queenstown within 20 mins...but when i reach marymount...I stoned there for like whole 10 mins cos...the terminal is marymount...where is buona vista?!? Then I quickly message my another friend Y.C who have already reached the party and he quickly called me up and told me a jaw-breaking news...buona vista circle line is not opened yet...and my jaw almost fall rite off =.=""...so end up i took the red line back to bishan and all the way to queenstown...at first should have reach the party latest by 6.50pm or 7pm...but i end up there at 7.40 pm...spending 10 mins trying to get to the condo (and i unknowingly took the longest walk to the condo =.="")...how road-dumb can i be =.=""...ZzZzZz~

- Sleeping for the whole day on saturday (ah~ sleep~ oink~...)

- The next day amount of sleep is greatly reduced to 1.5 hours (ouch~)...

- Today once again is tormented by monster...

- Now...still looking for suitable literature and also reading up for tomorrow nmr training and also lab procedures to reduce the chances of getting tormented...(in the meantime dozing on and off...T_T)

- Tomorrow will be another continuation of torment...torture...and nightmare~(Pray that i can pass everyday smoothly...)


Yup thats all for these few days...and tomorrow...since i think i will be too gg-fied after the whole day...


Haizzz...now i can only count down to freedom and release from torment...but didn't really regret cos i get to refresh myself with a lot of lab technique which i have forgotten or not familiar with...but in a much tougher way i guess...haizzz...i think somehow i found myself another deep hole and i jump rite into it to get buried...gosh...but oh well...a painful but enriching experience to learn from...


But somehow...still a bit sad that why didn't i choose a research which i am more confident in...haizzz...but oh well...good things bad things will pass soon...and everything is something that i can learn from...


Hope that tomorrow and everyday will be a better day~ >_<
Xin ♡