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Sunday, May 23, 2010 ; 10:23 PM
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❥{frightening tmr...
I know that i did the rite thing in order to be able to survive the next few months... Yet... I still have this heavy stone and fear...of what will happen tomorrow after gaining courage to fight against the monster on friday... But still...i know i should be braver...and should not run away from difficulties... Yet i am really afraid of what might come...and what might happen... As i think of it more...i got more frightened and feel like not going to school anymore until the term start...or just run away from everything... But i know that running away will not solve anything or make problem disappear...the monster will always be there...the fear will always be there...and i have to face that fear or i will never be able to break through the wall that i have formed these few weeks... I have stand up for myself... But why do i still feel...so frightened... I have to be brave... To face what have to come tomorrow... Although feel like taking MC and hide in my bed... But i still have to face what have to come sooner or later... Its just a few more weeks to go... I can do it...i will do it...or everything that i have persevered and fight for will come to drain...and everything that i have tolerated until now will be gone... Tomorrow will be the day...and really hope for strength and courage to face them... Xin ♡
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