♫ Xin ❤
~Xin Xin World~
  


Thursday, June 10, 2010 ; 1:40 PM
❥{feeling really tired with life...

Feeling really tired with life...


Always meeting up with so many obstacles along the way...its like i can never feel real happiness...no matter how hard i try...it will always end up with either unhappiness...or sadness...


Why...should i even exist in the first place...should i even be around in the first place...maybe if i disappear...i will feel like sadness...maybe if i just go far away to somewhere alone...maybe i will not feel anything...


Does anyone notice my existence in the first place...


Or because of my stupidity...and blurness...i am always in the way...


Tried my best to learn...tried my best to understand...but i can never catch up with the rest...


I really dun understand...why...such unhappiness always fall onto me...why do i always meet up with so high level obstacles that i dun seem to be able to climb over...why...why...


God...please tell me why...can u give me a sign...on what i should do...why am i always meeting up with so many unhappiness...why can't i be happy for just once...why...God please help me...

Xin ♡