♫ Xin ❤
~Xin Xin World~
  


Wednesday, June 2, 2010 ; 11:57 AM
❥{in the midst of sadness...

In the midst of sadness of having no home...my only room in school...


I am being mentally roasted by nmr spectra...


Now having a short moment of mourning/breaks after being drilled by my prof on nmr for 2 hours...and have only analyzed like 2 nmr data...i have like 3-4 more nmr data to go...


Really getting so tired...


Its like...


Whenever things start to get better (after knowing i didn't fail anything)...more worst things start to roll in...


So lonely...and so exhausted...


Trying my best to do whatever i can...but the hardship never seems to end...and i guess it will never end...


Days seems lonelier and more exhausting with all the worst stuff keep on coming in...never-ending...yet i can't say it out...or at least just have a place for me to pour out all my frustrations...


Tot at least i still have a little room in hall where i can hide there whenever i feel really depressed or tired...to at least take a rest or hide from all the crowds i dun really know...


But now...homeless...where can i go...


I have no idea...


What can i do...


God...please help me...praying hard for a sign...on what i should do...


Need help...badly...

Xin ♡