♫ Xin ❤
~Xin Xin World~
  


Monday, November 22, 2010 ; 11:50 PM
❥{why doesn't hard work pay off...

Finally a formal post from me about what happen since i last updated (excluding the post below)...

Had been to depressed that i keep sleeping and sleeping... =( =(

Just woke up from sleeping 3.5 hrs of nap...


I wonder...

How come hard work always doesn't pay off for me...

No matter how hard i try to work...no matter how much i practice...no matter how much i read...and no matter how hard i try to understand...in the end...i always fail at the simplest question...

314...this is the case...311...again the mistakes of not doing well for simple questions happen again...

Feel really useless...feel really dumb...

314 tried my best to forget about it and move on...hoping not to repeat the same mistakes again...and to read my notes more thoroughly...yet i still miss out the simplest questions in the notes that is tested in 311...

Feel really dumb to the max...

Whenever i try standing up from one failure...and try climbing over a obstacles...there will be more depressing and foolish mistakes made...

Feeling really depressing...and really frustrating...

I worked hard...yet...nothing pays off...

Why does every sem get worst...everyone is improving except me...

Why am i not improving eventhough i try my very best...

It is always gone case...

It is always at the bottom of the pit...


I think no matter how hard i work...it will never pay off...

Why... =( =(

Xin ♡