♫ Xin ❤
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♥☆ Tuesday, March 29, 2011 ; 2:07 AM ☆♥
❥{reality...truth...

Reality...truth...is shocking...sad...and really angry to think or know about...yet it happens again and again...

I tried to believe...i really tried to believe that deep down human have still have their kind side...especially to friends...but yet...again and again...got repeatedly hurt...stabbed...and angered...

Is it true that human has two side of faces? Or am i too gullible to think that as long as i believe in someone they will be true to me also?

Its really hurting...to keep repeatedly having to go through the same situation over and over again...and yet i am still so dumb to let myself fall into the trap hole...

Believed in that person...that 2face...

Although i knew that something is really wrong...but then...treating him like my brother...i tot that being honest to him he will at least not stab me...

But then...

It happens...

And it really hurts to know the truth...and the anger filled my stomach...

We fought and quarrel real tough over the net...

Its not like i wanted to fight...just that...i really cannot stand it...he looks as though he is really sincere and innocent...yet...he is 2face...

Really really really hate 2face to the max...didn't realise that he is so unhonest and ugly...

Disappointment still does hurts...and the anger still boil within me...

I wonder how long it will take for this anger to cool down...and to forget about the disappointment...

Tomorrow going to dump his laptop back to him...and will cut any connection with him...no point always getting myself hurt by 2face...

Mama has already told me to be careful of this person...even when log log saw his picture she was already saying that he is a bad person...someone who will hurt people...someone who will make use of people...but i dun believe...because i still tot that i can have a little trust on someone that i treated as a brotherly friend...

But instead...

He is what he looks...he is such kind of person...

It will be really hard to believe and trust anyone again...

Because in the end...its still reality of life...

Disappointment...

Anger...

Have been listening to this song...i shall not give up...and i shall not break down...
Xin ♡