♫ Xin ❤
~Xin Xin World~
  


Sunday, September 18, 2011 ; 3:28 AM
❥{its so hard...

Its really hard...

To be able to smile from my heart...

To be able to believe someone...

To be able to trust...

To be able to find someone who understands you for who you are and not who you are not...

To be able to show ur true self...


Its really hard...

When time and again u wanted to believe...yet pains are always being inflicted on...

When the same pain and nightmare happens over and over again...

When you thought you found the one...yet its not the one...

When happiness you thought you are gaining...yet its leaving you...

When the so called reality in your eyes turn into a dream that will never come true...


Though never wanted to admit...

But i am tired...

Really tired...

No longer know who i am...

No longer know which is the me that i really am...


Would there be a day...

Where there is a warm pat on my head...

And a warm smile just for me...

To tell me...that i can be myself...

That i can just smile and cry...right from the bottom of my heart...

Xin ♡