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♥☆ Friday, February 10, 2012 ; 3:28 AM ☆♥
❥{SUPER PISSED OFF!!! ARGH!!!! #$%@#$!!!

Today is a really horrendous day!!! ITS THE WORST I HAD SINCE I STARTED IN THIS LAB!!!

At least in the past, there are no politics, where everyone is friends and everybody help each other out...thats how ways things are run in the lab all the while since the professor hardly steps into the lab and handed the lab to us...

BUT SINCE THOSE TWO A.H ENTERS THE LAB...(for further definitions on that AH means...well...it kinda meant a_ _h_ _ _ ...if u know what i meant :X). One is local and the other is from..."erhem"

First thing!

One of them just came into this lab to do masters last month, and another on december, and now they are trying to rule over everyone in the lab! WHAT THE FISH IS WRONG WITH THEM~!!!!

Okie here is the start of the whole episode for today...

Well, i admit that i kind of used a lot of RBF since in the first place nobody is using it and left rotting in the sinks...so i am thinking last week to do a bulk reactions so i can do titration all at once.

And today i almost really got into a big quarrel with one of the irritating A.H who locked all her cupboard with some of the apparatus such as TLC plates, aluminium foil, TLC bottles, reagent bottles and many other things in her cupboard!!! The first thing my labmate and i asked her is can she bring out the unused stuff in the common bench so that everyone can share and use them. And she start saying in chinese "Why should i bring it out, when you need it you ask me". So reasonably i rebutted "but this is new stuff which is common and bought with professor's fund, so we should better put it in common area so that everyone can use".

In the end she rised her voice and said "i going to tell you all to only take two rbf each and one of each apparatus each and then use it yourself" At this point she started showing that face of "I AM GOING TO BE THE BOSS OF THIS LAB" kind of face. WHAT THE FREAK!!! You just entered this lab in the first place not long ago...hardly steps into this lab and now u are trying to control the whole lab and change the lab structure with your own "I AM GOING TO BLAH BLAH BLAH".

SUPER PISSED OFF!!! REALLY WANNA TEAR HER APART!!!

Seriously...if you are going to be boss, my labmate and i dun care and dun wanna know...but if you wanna be a boss be the reponsible boss! When reagents run out, supposedly those needed to use have to ask the professor for permission but in the end she pushed us to ask the professor. When the apparatus got broken, she didnt bother to help clean it for safety reason, didnt even bother to help do inventory check which we have to do it ourshelves. WHAT A SCREWED UP PERSON!

And she did screwed up a lot of things...first thing is she screwed up not telling professor that she bought the wrong enzymes and ended up dragging the whole lab and everyone doing fyp into the drain. So in the end the professor no longer trust her in buying stuff and asked us to check and gave him informations instead. Secondly she dun even bother communicating to us and just go around backstabbing ppl with another A.H by coming up with all this idiot structure of "we should split all the rbf into 2 for each"

So i rebutted her "We only have 20 RBF, and there are more than 20 person in the lab, are you telling me that you got priority over all the apparatus bought using our research fund and that u are rite in everything?"

So here goes the rising voices, shooting arrows. I WILL NOT BACK DOWN!!! If she is giving me a reasonable answer, Yes i will understand. But she is not even thinking or saying things reasonably, just enforcing and forcing her "I AM GOING TO BLAH BLAH BLAH" into ppl. First thing is u r not even our mentor! When we ask her for help she just ignored us, when we need to buy stuff she screwed things up. And she is now trying to give us this shitty structure when she is not even responsible!

DAMN IT!!!

Last year before both of them even came to this lab we are such a happy family, joking around, singing dancing and having so much fun when we are not doing lab. When we are doing lab we helped each other, encouraging each other and even sing to each other when we are strss...

I missed the life...really missed it...and that is the reason why i stayed on in this lab...that i tot this life will continue and will come back someday somehow...

BUT REALLY...SERIOUSLY...

I REGRETTED IT GREATLY...AND IT COSTED ME MY FYP...

How i wished that i can just leave this god-forsaken place...how i wish i could just get my results now and leave...i will definitely not going to stay on in this lab to do my further study...even all the lab no longer exist...

I wouls rather give up studying than to continue in this shitty place with shitty two A.H around...really hope that one day disaster would strike on both of them for doing such horrible stuff...

#$$%^!#@#$#$%#!!!

ARGH!
Xin ♡